A Friend From The Crowd *Hiatus*

CHAPTER 1

Jam's POV

I was lying on my bed while watching some youtube videos. While I was looking for something interesting to watch, I saw a vid that I think is a k-pop video? My friends are a really big fan of it. Err, I don't know, I read the description and it says BLACKPINK. But just like the usual, I ignored it and scrolled past it. I'm not really a fan of it, and besides, I don't even understand any of the words they're saying.

While I was listening to some songs I saw another video of blackpink, but this time it looks like it's by pair? I guess? Some ship thingy. It was Jenlisa I got curious about it, that's why I decided to watch it. They're so cute together, not gonna lie. I searched for more of it, the title states that Jennie is jealous in this one. All I can say is that she's so cute! her smile suddenly disappears. At first, I'm still confused between Jisoo and Rosie. But as time goes by I just realized their differences.

Oh, and also one of the reasons why I'm not into k-pop is because, I'm confused with their facial features. And like I said earlier, I really can't understand them.

To be honest, blackpink is the only k-pop group I know. Yeah, you could say that I've heard of some other groups, but I really don't know its members. My friends mention some names, but like I said, I don't know which group they belong to. And besides blackpink is not that hard to recognize because there are only four people in the group, so yeah.

Well, one day I just realized that I'm always watching their albums. But of course, I listen more when the song is English. Come on, let's be real, I still don't understand any of the words they are saying. I made an Instagram account just to see their pictures. I searched them on it, I found out that they've got millions of followers. I always heart it when they post something. I thought of dming them. As expected, they didn't reply. Maybe they don't even check their dm's.

The day after I decided to dm them again, I have lots of spare time. Like yesterday, they didn't reply. I just didn't realize that I've been messaging them every day. I don't know every month I feel like I'm celebrating in my mind. I feel like I'm consistent with what I'm doing. I've been messaging them for a long time now. Days turned to months, and months turned to year. It's been one and a half years since I started messaging them. Oh, and I'm currently 16 years old now. It's been a long time since I started messaging them, and I'm proud to say that I'm still consistent.

Lisa-eonni is really the one person I flooded the most. Because she's the first person I message out of the four of them. I don't know, but I'm shy of the other three members. Well, I know for a fact that they are not reading any of the messages I've been sending. Sometimes I would just send some random things to them. For example their pictures, but not the ones they are posting. Duh, they obviously have those.

Oh, I forgot, I didn't tell any of you about myself. First of all, it might sound cliché, I don't have parents anymore and I live with my aunt. I can't say that they treat me bad but I also can't say they treat me nice. The good thing is that they are paying for my studies. I'm always the person who does chores at home, at least they're not hurting me in any possible way. And they're not throwing me out of the house when I look at their eyes... I can see that, that's what they want to do all this time. I've been living with them for a long time, I have stayed here since my parents' death. Mom died because of a brain tumor, while the cause of my dad's death is an accident. All I know is that the brake of his car suddenly didn't do its job? I don't know, and yeah, that's the reason why the crash happed.

I and my cousins are really not that close to each other. I feel like my aunt is telling them to not get too close to me. Simply because we rarely even talk in this house. Well, sometimes we completely ignore each other. They only talk to me when they have something to brag about. Yeah, it's irritating, so irritating. Well, sometimes I talk back to them. I don't like it when I'm quiet. I just tell them that I don't know what they're talking about. By this time, they're the one who's irritated by me. Both of them are so fast in getting irritated. I just laugh silently about it.