GUILTY OR INNOCENT

TRIAL - II

"Kim Namjoon"

The name you've been trying to avoid. Hearing his name made you break inside. You couldn't help but remember all the time you've spent with him. The last day with him.

"Miss y/n"

"Yeah"

You were spacing out. Not listening to what the lawyer was saying.

"We just want you to answer a few questions, honestly".

What do you have to lie about.

"Yes, ma'am".

"Y/n, you have been ruled out as the prime suspect as you were the last person Mr. Kim was spotted with and also this"

She hands out a phone to you.

What the hell are you supposed to do with it?

"Play the video, Miss y/n".

You play the video.

Seeing that video your heart breaks into million little peices.

It's the snippet of a CCTV footage of the last time you saw Namjoon.

Your voices were recorded.

His voice was recorded.

You couldn't hold back your tears anymore.

Tears finally escape your eyes.

The volume on the phone was very low, only you could here it.

"Miss y/n, could you tell the court what exactly are you saying to him in this clip?"

There is a visible shakiness in your breath. You can't believe this. This is why you are ruled out as the prime suspect!?

"Miss y/n, the court is waiting"

I swear to god-

"I said, I'll kill you"

You can hear gasps of few.
You don't look up. You are still looking at that clip. You don't want to let go of that last video of him.

"Miss y/n, can you explain why you said that?"

You don't wanna answer that. Answering it would make you feel stupid even though the question feels stupid.

"I didn't mean it, I only said that beacause Namjoon was mocking me about something and not letting me eat. I meant it as a joke".

You keep a straight face.

"I'm sorry Miss y/n, this is a sensitive case. Your words, even if you didn't mean it will be accounted."

What!?

That's just stupid.

That makes absolutely no sense.

"Can you explain why Namjoon was mocking you?"

No.

You give her a death stare.

"I-"

"I tripped and fell before entering the restaurant. He was mocking me because of it."

Why does this make you feel stupid?

Were you supposed to say something serious?

That's what it was.

The Trial continues and even though you answer their questions your mind spaces out to that day.

The day you saw him for the very last time.

*Flasback :

"And they call me clumsy" he laughs.

"It's been around an hour, will you please stop mocking me? And yes, yes you are clumsy. Try walking around in heels." You snap at him.

"I wouldn't last a minute, but don't you perform in heels? I wonder how you can dance in heels, you can't even walk properly."

"Ugh enough! Let me eat peacefully!" You sound angry. Even though you're not. You can't get angry at a person who smiles like that.

He smiles at you and then eats the egg from your noodles.

How dare he.

How dare he eat my egg from my noodles.

"Calm down now, you don't want me to tell the members about that little tripping incident do you?"

No. No you don't.
You'll be mocked for life if that incident gets out.

"I'll kill you." you say, giving him a death stare.

"No you won't. You love your bestfriend way too much." He smirks.

"Not more than that egg that you just killed."

He bursts out laughing.

You can't help but laugh too.

You finish your noodles and head out.

"You want me to drop you off?" You ask.

"No, I'll be fine. Manager Sejin is picking me up."

"Okay, bye"

"See you soon" he says.

He won't.

That's the last time you are meeting and you won't ever see him again.

What would have happened if you would've dropped him off?

He would still be alive.

The guilt suddenly takes all over you.

You just wish you could've told him that You loved him.

You loved him more than that egg, more than anybody.

"Okay. Miss y/n, the Trial is over."

Reality hits.

You just sit there. When everyone leaves, you can't help but cry. You had a breakdown. A major breakdown. You couldn't feel anything except guilt. You hate yourself.

Jimin, Hobi, Tae, Jin and Suga embrace you in a group hug. They were crying too. They too couldn't help it. You felt comforted. Their warmth made you feel better. But something was missing.

Jungkook. Where is he?

You look for him and spot him standing alone. Emotionless.
Staring at the sight of his hyungs.

He was hurting.

He was hurting so much that he didn't know how to express it.

A/n-
This chapter made me cry.
And I'm sorry for killing off Namjoon right in the beginning.
Ik that was cruel of me.
Look forward to my next chapter. Share this book if you liked it.

-Prx😄