SPRING: That Brings...

01. You for Me

A/N: happy reading..

Internal thoughts are in Italic.

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General POV:

Life was simple and comforting... then at what point did things went wrong.

He had so many dreams to fulfill... then where did he stopped.

He knew life has always been so unpredictable... then why is he surprised again.

As if being close to the person whom he loved with his whole heart yet feeling so far, was not enough.

Not knowing life can turn even more cruel then it already was. Making him  stand there. Watching. As his soon-to-be husband looked at someone else, with heart in his eyes.

Leaving him alone in his thoughts. To enjoy the occasion, all alone.

Life has always been unfair to him, when it come to love. Never giving him privilege to love or be loved in return.

He had always been alone. And guess he will always be lonely even if Kongpob had his special someone beside him.

Well life had always been uncertain yet here was he, taking a risk. Trying to change what he saw coming to him.

Nevertheless, Kongpob could only stare at the person. Pushing the shiny platinum ring with embedded diamond in his figure, showing no emotion.

Feeling the firmness of latter's warm hold on his own. As he slides in the ring. Yet Kongpob could not smile bashfully with all the things going around.

Anyway how was he ever supposed to feel happy when Kongpob knew that the man he loved so much, was breaking inside.

And could only wince when latter's grip on his hand got tighter. Ignoring the pain, other was reflecting unconsciously on him. He smiled.

Watching the exchange of rings taking place with the couple beside them. Atleast feeling happy for them. Through all the hurt.

He could only put on a brave face to reassure the man, that things will get better. As Arthit longingly stared at the person, for whom he fell unconditionally, taking vow.

Crying silently then clapping his hands. He cheered for his love's happy married life. And Kongpob watched Arthit trying his best to hold in the anguish. As Arthit had till now, letting the salty water roll down his own face.

Arthit's lips curving in a wide smile but the happiness never once reaching his eyes.

As he later turned his way, taking Kongpob in a painful bone crushing hug. Putting his face in the crook of his neck.

Hiding away his red rimming eyes. Sobbing, with no voice. Just the shudders. That Kongpob felt within himself, as ever.

This time though, he couldn't help but wrap his arms around Arthit. Craddling the shivering man to his blossom like his whole being depends on it.

Cause he might not be the person that Arthit loves. Still he choose Kongpob to walk down the aisle with him.

So Kongpob deponed to do his best. To give away everything and anything, it will take just to see Arthit smile.

Just to express that he will love Arthit, even if these feeling cannot be reciprocated ever.

And Kongpob held Arthit in his comforting hug. As his body shook of the pain he was feeling from all the turmoil.

Snapping every bit of the sanity he tried to have. Till the whole ordeal was taken care of. If possible.

Kongpob's heart bust as he took in the view of Arthit breaking apart. But what more can he do.