"Diary"

Broken Heart?

You know that feeling inside that you get when the person you like tells you they might love someone else? That feeling just hit me like a bus. The guy I like, Jeff, is a good friend of mine. We text quite often, however he is an online friend. I've never personally met him but I've skyped, ooVooed, and texted him. I've been his friend for a little over a year and over time I just started to like him. I would be 10 times happier when he texted me, he could get me to laugh easily, and he is a great person who I feel I can trust. It's weird because I've never actually met him, but I help it. So anyway, we don't have school today due to ice and his school district didn't either. So I decided we could text today. We've been texting all day and he just told me about this date he went on with a girl he really liked. A few months ago he told me about her and asked for advice. He was having trouble talking to her. Well he finally asked her on a date, and she said yes. He started talking about how funny and pretty she was. With each word I felt I was getting punched in the face. I'm such an idiot. All my friends were like, "Oh, he likes you, I'm telling you he does." And here I am, telling you, he doesn't. I just don't know what to do. It's not like it really matters. He just a guy, that I haven't even met. But I can't stop thinking about him. I don't get it. I just don't.