Okay, so for quite a while I've told people I've excepted the fact that I will be forever alone. Usually I don't mean it 100% seriously, but I realize that I may be alone forever. (This has nothing to do with the last chapter) I don't have any friends. Well, I have school friends. They talk to me at school and hang out with me at school. But, I'm never invited to go do stuff. Every once and a while I get a casual invite, but I don't have a friend that doesn't even have to ask. You know how people always talk about that friend that you don't even need to ask if they want to stay over, you just know they are. Or that friend that understands you and trusts you. And that you trust. The friend that you just have to look at them and they completely understand. I don't have that friend. And it hurts me, I don't show it, I don't like showing hurt, but it does. I thought I had that friend, but apparently I was wrong. Right now I have a few friends that I could see being that friend.. Annabeth, Nina, and Sophie. But Nina is so close with Lizzy and Sophie... Idk, I love her (sisterly) but she seems to be more of a casual friend. Not a best friend. Is that rude? Idk. This weekend I feel like I really got to know Annabeth a bit more at the mall, and I like her a lot better. She's easy to talk to. Idk. I really don't. I'm just so unsure of EVERYTHING right now.
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"Diary"
RandomSo, I need a place to rant and to talk about my days. I've decided to do it here. All the names in this story will not be real. Just in case they read this.. I don't want them to know for sure that it is them. But, oh well. If people actually care t...
