I've never really had a crush on someone who wasn't a celebrity and or old enough to be my dad, and idk what to say honestly. The butterflies I get every time I see him feel more like explosions, and while getting railed by Chris Evans and being in a cute little relationship with Tom Holland are basically impossible, the feeling of having a chance with someone is almost breathtaking.
And the craziest part is how fast I fell.
So this is a little journal that I'm gonna write to update on this little emotional roller coaster I'm on right now. Just so you know I wasn't really writing this for everyone, it's mainly so I can explain in detail what I can't in a simple announcement, and just vent my feelings to you guys.
Enjoy my chaos Ilysmmm <3
(Written on April 21st
