Save The Date (Jenlisa)

Chapter 15

Lisa laid wide awake in the darkness of her and Jennie's room. A permanent frown resided on her face as she thought about the other woman. How could she have been so stupid to let herself fall in love with a straight girl? She thought she learned her lesson after the first time, but the first time wasn't like this. She now sees that the feelings she had for Nancy didn't compare to half of what she felt for Jennie. She had royally screwed herself this time, and she wasn't sure if she'd ever been able to get back up from it.

She grabbed her phone from the dresser and checked the time. It read 3:37 Am and Jennie still hadn't come up to their room. Maybe she was sleeping downstairs or with Nayeon and Hyeri. She let out a frustrated sigh as she laid her phone back down and turned to her side. Just as she did so, she saw a light shine through the bedroom as the door slowly crept open. Lisa didn't move as she heard someone tiptoe their way inside.

Jennie entered the bedroom and quietly shut the door behind her. She approached her bed and stopped in front of it as she looked over at the sleeping woman. She had to keep herself from going over to her and laying beside her, wrapping her arms around her, and falling asleep with Lisa in her arms. She sighed as she slowly began removing her clothes.

Lisa's eyes remained open as she heard Jennie unzipping her jeans. What she would give to just turn around and tackle the other woman to the bed, kissing her passionately and making love to her. She shut her eyes as she felt a single warm tear squeeze its way through her eyelids. She had never felt so broken over anything in her entire life. She had only known Jennie for seven months, how was it possible to feel like this? Not even her parent's divorce broke her as much as not being able to be with Jennie had done.

Jennie put the last of her pajamas on before she pulled the blankets down from her bed. She felt herself shiver as she slipped her way inside. She couldn't tell if she was shaking from the coldness in the room, or because of her feelings toward Lisa. She lied on her back and turned her head, staring at the other woman. A smile gradually formed on her face as she watched Lisa's body slowly move up and down with each breath she took. She held back her urges to keep herself from going and slipping into bed with her, pulling her in closer, protecting her, and loving her. Jennie shook her head and brought her eyes to the ceiling.

One more month, one month and I can forget all about Lisa Manoban

She sucked back a deep breath as she slowly and calmly exhaled, closing her eyes and letting herself slowly drift off to a chilly and lonely sleep.

Both girls' eyes snapped open as Jennie's phone started to ring. Jennie groaned as she grabbed it from the nightstand to check the time. She frowned when she saw Kai's name appear across the screen.

"Hello," a groggily Jennie answered.

"Hey babe, did I wake you?" Lisa could hear Kai's voice from the other side of the room.

"Yeah," she sleepily replied.

"Oh, I'm sorry."

'It's okay babe," Jennie replied. "What's up?" She yawned.

"I just wanted to check up on you and see how your weekend was going?"

"It's going okay; I'm excited about the shower today." She smiled.

"Yeah, I'm sad I had to miss out on everything. I'm sure it will be great though, you and Lisa spent enough time planning it. I have no doubt you two are going to rock it."

"Yeah, I'm sad you won't be here though. I miss you," she whispered. Lisa tightly shut her eyes and mouth as she felt jealousy take over her entire body.