Literary Love (Sander Sides AU)

Introducing: Creativity's Twin!

Sorry it's been so long my fellows! I'm back for forever this time and I'll be posting this chapter in the hope you'll read it. So have a good day my dear sirs, ladies, and wonderful people.

Creativity's POV

"I'm sorry Morality. I've just grown up calling everyone names." Patt gently grabbed my hand and held it. I took a deep breath then continued. "My twin used to call me all sorts of names so I grew up thinking it was okay. I know it's not but it's a habit I'm having a really hard time getting rid of. And I can't even apologize for any of it!"

Morality grabbed my other hand and made me look at him. "I don't know all that went on between you and your twin, but I do know that Logic is very forgiving. Anxiety will forgive you once he knows Logic does."

I don't think he will forgive me though. I probably really made him mad. I royally screwed everything up again.

"Anxiety's scared of you. He said you're too bright. He thinks you hate him because he's not like you and he's more like a ball of darkness. He feels like a disappointment in your eyes," Morality began.

"I'm sure if you two have a one on one you'll both be able to express how you feel and come to a conclusion where you're friends!"

Morality is always looking on the bright side, isn't he? "Thanks Morality. That's actually a pretty good idea. But since he's probably still talking to Logic, do you want to hear about my brother?"

"I would love to!" I chuckled. He was actually pretty cute when he got excited. No! No gay thoughts about your roommates! That will NOT end well.

"So we call him I.T. It stands for Intrusive Thoughts. He's my twin brother and used to call me by the worst names. But he used to be amazing. We'd write books and stories together. We'd play video games and whoever lost had to do the other's chores for the rest of the week. We had some good times."

"Do you know why he changed?" Morality asked, looking into my eyes. He looks so soft and even though I'm the vulnerable one it almost looks like he's the vulnerable one.

"I think I have an idea. When we were 11, our parents split. Dad took I.T. and Mom took me. We were really upset over it so we video chatted and texted everyday. Then little by little, we stopped talking. I'd text him and he'd never respond. So I tried to just live out the rest of my high school years. We never got to hang out with each other. I don't even know what he looks like anymore!" I felt the tears as they fell down my cheeks. I didn't know I was so emotional about this topic.

"Oh, Creativity you've been through so much...-" Before he could speak again, I kissed him. He didn't push me off, instead he kissed me back. It was a soft kiss of vulnerability. When we pulled apart Morality's face was redder than a tomato.

"Sorry! I should've asked if that was okay..." I felt so stupid. What if I just imagined him not pushing me off because of how I'm feeling right now? What if he hates me?

"Yeah, you should've asked. Consent is very important. But it's fine in this case, I enjoyed it! My first kiss was with a real life prince!" My heart was bound to beat right out of my chest. He was so adorable.

"Um, I think Anxiety might be done talking to Logic, I'll go check." I walked out the door. But I felt bad just leaving him there so I ran back, gave him a peck on the cheek, and promised to talk about it later. Morality just gave me a really cute smile and I was off.

Anxiety's POV

"-that's why I was so upset over what he said. And I know I overreacted. I totally screwed everything up this time. But thanks for at least trying to cheer my up Logic. I'm going to my room." As soon as I left Logic's room I ran into Creativity who looked kinda flustered.

"Wait! Anxiety, can I talk to you in your room for a little bit? I just need to apologize to Logic real quick first." I nodded and he knocked on Logic's door. I just headed to my room and changed into a long sleeved deep purple shirt and a pair of soft black leggings.

A few minutes later and there was a knock on my door. I opened it to find Creativity looking shy. Which was odd, usually he's really boastful. "Come on in."

I patted my bed and he sat next to me. He took a deep breath and began to speak. "I apologized to Logic. I know there was no excuse for doing it but I want to explain to you why."

I listened to him explain everything about his twin, from how they were great friends to the parents splitting to never talking or seeing each other again.

"Man, that's actually pretty deep. But don't worry. I was just looking for a way to release some pent up emotions and I took it out on you. I'm sorry," I looked up to see Creativity blushing and looking the other direction.

"Yo, dude, you good?" I carefully touched his arm and his face began to blush a lot more.

"I um, need to tell you something. Please don't get mad, this has never happened to me before." I nodded and continued to look at him. "I really like you Anxiety, I know that I don't know a lot about you. And the worst part is I've also fallen for Morality. And I don't want to lead either of you on but I also don't want to disappoint either of you."

"So, you know that, if it's okay with Morality, we could just be polyamorous. I don't really think much about him now so it would only be you dating both of us. We wouldn't be dating each other. I'll text him to come over if you're cool with that." He looked like a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders and then nodded.

But before I could even text him Creativity scooted closer. "Are you okay if I kiss you Anxiety?" I thought about it for a second, then nodded.

It was a gentle kiss, a genuine one. Unlike his. Once we pulled apart i smiled and then texted Morality.