He Stayed|

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The light bursting through my curtains almost blind me. Which is strange considering the fact I have black blinds and it very difficult for sunlight to peak through them. What's also strange is the large heavy thing that's snuggling me close. What is that?

My eyes slowly open trying to find a way to adjust to the blinding light. What happened last nigh- Oh, I'm at Noah's place after we made up....and he said those nice things to me. I blush deeply using my somewhat free arm to rub his arm that's around me up and down.

This isn't so bad, yeah?

Yeah. I mean I don't feel bad right now and everything seems really good with both of us. But I just have this stupid feeling that everything's going to explode on my face. Hopefully it doesn't, I can't handle that right now.

I feel him stir behind me and I stiffen nervous. He groans and sits up taking his arm off me, I almost whine. His eyes are still closed and I take this moment to admire his beauty. I mean I would never tell him this but yeah he's handsome.

"God, how much did I have to drink" he groans, fisting his hands to rub his eyes.

"Way too much" I smirk replying him.

He visibly stiffens as if he's startled and looks towards my direction eyes finally landing on me.

"What are you doing here?" He bites, visibly awake by now.

"You brought me here... begged even." I sit up resting my back on the headboard of the bed.

He should remember?

"No I didn't. Please don't tell me, we?" He gestured to the both of us, insinuating whether we had sex or not.

"No we didn't".

"Then I don't understand why you're here." He states with an eyebrow raised.

That hurt.

Yeah, this should be time where the other shoe finally drops.

"What does that mean?" I question my anger rising by the second. I released my self from the covers and I'm standing up-as rare as it sounds-towering him.

"It means" he takes a pause, anger setting in his eyes, "That the possibility that I invited or in your 'words' begged you to come here for anything other than SEX is close to zero. Last we spoke you practically left my house at midnight. So I'll ask again, why. Are. You. Here?"

What the actual hell?

I feel the familiar burn of tears in my eyes and I swallow the thick knot growing in my throat I am NOT going to cry.

"Is this how little you think of me? Is this a joke to you, Noah? What is this funny? Haha, where are the cameras bring them out? What the hell is this? Last night you said you care about me? What is your problem!?" I yell at him.

"My problem Aria is that my head is pounding, I remember saying that we should never see each other again and yet! Here you are. I don't remember shit of what you're saying and quite frankly I can not bring myself to give a fuck right now."

"Stop this, please. Please just stop." I beg him, tears already coming out of my eyes.

I see his eyes soften for a bit and he opens his mouth to speak, no, I'm not going to let him.

I take in a deep breath and sigh chuckling lowly, "You know what Alex was so right about you, he said you were an asshole, that you were dangerous, that you were going to hurt me."  I mean, yes I am lying but he deserves it, Alex has actually been good to me so its not as if I'm telling a lie. I should've stayed with him. I shouldn't have left the mall for him. I should've have stayed, watched the movie or whatever he wanted to do. Not stand here and take all these insults. He deserves this and more even.