My Secret [Discontinued]

8) Bad

A/n Trigger warning: Please, read at y9ur 9wn risk (it really d9es get 6ad, s9rry .-.) (I am messed up, please make sure y9u kn9w that I did warn y9u)

H's POV

"H, you heard correctly." Julio says.

Wait, what. Julio was on top of Asher, what the fuck, I'm very lost now.

"Wait. WHAT!?" Graser says,

"I am going to leave now, this is awkward. And I can't do awkward at all, so see yea later!!" Asher's phone says and he tries to run out but Julio stops him.

"Please stay." Julio asks him. "Fine okay, only because you asked me nicely. I'm not going to be in the conversation, don't even try." He replies and sits and lays back on the bed getting on his phone.

Ash's POV

I am laying on my back ignoring what they are saying. Julio gets my attention by calling me. I ignore it and then he texts me,

Hey, stand up. Off the bed.

"No. I'm staying on the bed." The phone says, "you're getting up." He pulls me up off the bed,

"GODDAMMIT JULIO!" I stick my tongue at him. "Fuck this, I don't even care what's happening. I'm leaving I need a nap especially since the last time I was having one it was interrupted, I'm tired. Don't fucking bother me unless you wanna die!" I smile sweetly at them and quickly leave and I go back to my room, Will has seemed to have left the room and so has Devon, great.

I take off the binder and I fall asleep under the covers in a second.

KNOCK

KNOCK

KNOCK!!!!

I hear the sound of knocking on the door of the bedroom I am sharing with my big brother. I look at my big brother and I see that he looks like he saw a ghost. He stands he front of me blocking my view of the now opening door. I try and look over his shoulder but he's too tall for me to do that, I don't know why I even tried.

"Big Brother, why are you blocking me from seeing the door open?" He shushes me, "shut up!"

Him saying this to me makes me a bit sad, I've always been so nice to him why can't he be nice to me? I start to tear up but I stop myself I don't want big brother to see me crying, he'll call me a wuss.

"Will. Get away from your sister! I need to 'talk' to her." wait. I know what's going to happen, I didn't even do anything wrong.

"NO! DONT YOU DARE TOUCH H-" suddenly Will isn't in front of me, he is now on my bed his crying muffled by him stuffing his face in a pillow, knowing what father is going to do to me, his attempt to save me failed. I was confused on what was happening, I just looked at father, "you're going to love this." He smirks at me and then pushes me on the fool and holds me there.

I look at him terrified, I don't think he's going to spank me. He start unbuttoning his pants and he pulls them off and his only in his underwear, my eyes go wide in fear, what is he going to do? He raises my arms and takes off my dress, and then he looks at my MLP panties and takes them off me and he takes off his underwear. I didn't think my eyes could go any wider in fear. I turn my head and Will is looking at father in disgust and hatred, father picks me up and before I land on my bed Will moves and I lay on my bed almost falling asleep.

Father gets on my bed and this makes me be fully awake, father is now on top of me and he looks as if he is positioning himself for something then suddenly I felt big amounts of pain from my private parts making me scream in pain. Father puts his hand over my mouth so my scream is muffled, there are streams of tears going down my cheeks.

I wake up screaming and tears flowing down my face. Why did I have to dream about that time, the door bursts open and Will comes rushing in. He hugs me, "Were you dreaming about that memory again?" I nod. He hugs me even tighter. I look at the door and see that Julio and the guys are at the door looking worried as fuck,

"He's okay, it's a reaction to a dream memory thing that isn't so good." Will tells the guys letting go of me, "what's it about?" Julio asks looking at me, I just shake my head no.

"Okay. If you want to get into it you don't have to." Will looks me in the eyes and smiles at what he calls 'my beautiful eyes'. "He needs to rest, he need to be awake for the stargazing he planed." He pushes the guys outside the room and then he closes the door and sits on the foot of the bed.

"You're a bit frightened right? You haven't had that dream in a while, and the last time you did, you didn't talk to me you just forced me out of your room before I could even ask." I stare at him for a second, "yes I am a but scared. Can you lay with me?" I ask him.

He nods his head and lays beside me in the bed, his warmth radiating from his body, this makes me really drowsy and I