is this love?? (TomuraxDabi

-chapter 18-

×3rd Person×

Shiggy sat limp in a chair, being tied down with a strong rope and his hands being tired just perfectly so he can't decay anything. His kidnapper? Eh, who cared, but he was a big fan of the one and only Tomura Shigaraki, so here he was.

Shiggy slowly opened his eyes and Looked around, then struggled against the chair. His throat felt dry, like really dry. He groaned softly, hoping someone could get him. He was blindfolded, being unable to get a sense of his surroundings. He just hoped..prayed even, that he would survive anything that was gonna happen. He shifted and groaned again as his throat felt bitter.

"Oh you're awake! Here, some water" a voice said from the dark. This he felt a straw touch his lips. He drank easily, and he drank all of it from the burning thirst in his throat. He hoped to quench that thirst, but it barely helped. He then tried to swing his head forward, to headbutt whoever was in front of him but whoever was there was now gone. He groaned softly. "Let my go.." He said quietly. His wrists burned from how his hands had been tied. He was in trouble if he couldn't use his quirk, he knew that much at least.

"Do your wrist hurt?" The mysterious voice said. Shiggy was going to shake his head, but instead he nodded softly and quickly. They didn't just hurt, they burned.

There was a hum that sounded considerable, then Shiggy heard movement and footsteps coming towards him. The blindfold come off. Shiggy blinked a few times as his eyes adjusted. He looked around, then saw the person standing in front of him.

"Who are you..?" Shiggy whispered out, his throat still hurting as well, though he wouldn't say it.

"At the moment I'm going by the name Mercy." The person, Mercy, had said.

That sentence sounds so familiar... How.? Shiggy thought to himself. He thought deeply so the familiarity wouldn't nag him later. But he couldn't pinpoint it. That was going to irritate him.

"Why am I here?"

"Because I saw you leave that police station then you fell over and passed out! I saved you, get it?" Mercy grinned softly and stepped forward. "Which means, you owe me. And I want to join the league"

Shiggy closes his eyes and his head hung forward. His head felt compressed, like it would explode at any moment. His throat still burned with deep pain. His wrist we're not doing good. Not only did he feel sick, he felt miserable. He missed Dabi.. He missed his warmth and he missed his voice. He needed Dabi right now more than anything..

He took a deep breath in, and looked at Mercy. "Fine.. But take me back there, right now."

Mercy caught his eye and grinned more.

---¶Dabi¶---

Dabi sat in his room with Hawks sitting by him. He was petting the red feathers on the wings.
Hawks was humming softly to himself, looking out the window, leaning into Dabi as they laid back on the bed. Dabi kept his hand on his wings and stroked softly.
Dabi felt happy and content. He felt comfortable here, he wouldn't change this for anything.
But that's when he actually kinda hated himself for thinking that.
He loved being with Shigs more, but the idiot was gone, so did he just fall for someone else? Maybe..

Toga came into the room, a warm smile on her lips. "Guess whose back!"
Keigo looked at Dabi.
Dabi looked at Toga then shrugged, not really caring.
"Dabi! I-"
Shigs stopped dead beside toga, his red eyes looking at Dabi and keigo on the bed. His hands balled into fists at his side, his eyes seemingly looked different and dangerous.
Toga slowly moved out the way, smelling the hate on tomura.
Tomura stepped into the room a little, staring, no, glaring at keigo. "Who the hell are you?"
Dabi got up in between them. "He's a new recruit, sorta, don't look at him like that" Dabi said, his voice low.
Tomura looked at Dabi and Dabi felt his chest hurt at the way Tomura looked at him. Eyes softening but they looked hurt. Really hurt.
"You.. so what, I'm gone because of hero's and you start getting your dick sucked by some other idiot without attempting to find me.? Yknow all I thought about was you.. I just, yknow what.. fuck you Dabi. Just.. fuck you." With that, Tomura turned on his heels and went to his room, slamming the door behind him.
Dabi sighed and looked at keigo, sitting back beside him. "Well, at least you're here" he muttered, tugging Keigo close to him.

-shiggy-
Shigs went to his room, slamming the door shut. As he did, he let out a sigh, but then shortly dropped to his knees. He didn't cry, not yet at least. His breathing was uneven, and he stared at his lap for a long moment, hearing the ticking of his clock go by.
He fell to his side, arms out in front of him. He zoned out, thinking about how much he loved Dabi and how hurt he felt. He hasn't felt this hurt in a while. One hand came up to scratch his neck. His nails dug into his skin as he scratched as hard as he could, tearing his skin. That didn't stop him though, he scratched and scratched until he felt blood dripped down his neck and going under his nails when he scratched. So, he sat up and scratched the other side of his neck with the same force. But then he went back to scratching both sides of his neck, slow drops of blood dripped down his neck to his collar bones.
His breathing got worst. He took short breathes in and out, his kind feeling fuzzy. His heart ached, and he cursed himself for falling in love. As his breathing got worst, his eyes clouded with tears that slowly fell down into his cheeks. That's when he broke.
He let out a long and loud scream, one that made his throat hoarse, one that made him feel better. He screamed for a long moment before he stopped, closing his eyes, falling into a sob.
He knew it would end this way but he still went and got attached like a fucking idiot. The ticking of the clock seemed to go faster as he cried, sitting there in his floor. He wished he was somewhere else but here. Anywhere but here...
With his crying coming to a slow stop after an hour or so, he fell asleep. Crying himself to a tired state, so he had fallen asleep in the floor of his room, hoping that maybe this was a dream. But a large part of it knew it was real, and that thought made his stomach drop. Because he lost a good thing in his life..

(Hiii I'm back! Pls correct me on anything I forgot to go through and spell check, and also ik this isn't very long but bare with me okay? 🤍)