is this love?? (TomuraxDabi

-chapter 19-

^Shiggy^

Shigs woke up in his bed when he woke up. He reached up to touch his neck feeling it aching. He felt a bandage on and he rubbed the bandage a little as he sat up.
He looked around his room and slowly stood. His heart still ached so much. He's surprised he can even feel his heart ache, for so long, so so so long, he's always thought he'd never had a heart. But this.. this was so different.
Shigs picked up his hoodie off the floor and put it on, letting his hair hang past his eyes as he walked out of his room. He walked over to the bar and sat, keeping his head hung forward as he looked at kurogiri cleaning. They both sat silent for a minute before Shigs muttered, "I'm not mad at you.. out of everyone else, you're the one who gets away free." He lifted his head a little to look at Kurogiri.
Kurogiri have a soft nod. "So.. knowing you, you'd never betray afo by leaving, so I know you didn't.. however, you were gone for a while so.. what happened?"
Shiggy huffed and touched the bandage on his neck with light fingers. "I was sorta kidnapped.. twice.. by heros the first time, by mercy the second time.. speaking of which, where is he?"
"Mercy? He's out doing villain patrols with Toga because Dabi told them to"
Shiggy scoffed then tried to claw at himself through the bandage but gave up a second later because he knew he should stop. He stood up an slouched forward, slipping his gloved hands into his pockets. He walked over to the couch and sat down and waited.
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After the hours passed and everyone was back, Shigs made it clear he wasn't happy by ignoring all of them. All of them except Kurogiri of course. He'd just look at Spinner when he asked to play games with him, then he'd walk away like he hadn't heard a thing.
Whenever toga was in his room he'd just grab her shirt and roughly shove her out.
But oh, Dabi was the worst one of all.
Dabi actually tried to irritate him so he'd talk, knowing that eventually he'll stop the act. But what scared Dabi this time, was that Shiggy really didn't snap at him.
"Hey crusty, what're you doing?" Dabi asked as he sat beside Shigs at the bar, getting a drink. Shigs stayed silent and played in his switch. Completely ignoring dabis entire existence.
"Oi, I'm talking to you"
Dabi tched when he got no answer. He waited for a moment, then he looked at Shigs again. "Yknow, this silent treatment won't last for long. Yknow why? Because you love when I irritate you, because you like snapping at me. So keeping this act up won't last, I hope you know that" Dabi muttered as he took a sip of his drink and looked away.
Minutes passed before Shigs said or did anything. Then, he turned off his switch and looked at Kurogiri. "I'm gonna go nap, you're in charge until I wake up" he said and he got up and walked to his room, shutting the door in what seemed like a peaceful manner.
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*toga*
Toga skipped into the main room and sat by twice in the couch. Spinner was playing a game, twice was being twice, and Dabi sat at the counter with Hawks. Toga looked at them, then looked at spinner and tapped his leg to get his attention. Spinner looked at her with a curious look.
Toga leaned in and muttered "Shigs is mad at us but mostly Dabi, sooo, we should get rid of the bird soon and maybe he'll forgive us"
Spinner did a soft grin and nodded and went back to his game. They'd make a plan about it later, if they could.
——days later——
^shiggy^
Shiggy kept his act up long enough for Even Dabi to be concerned. Shiggy didn't acknowledge anyone besides Kurogiri and afo. He mostly stayed in his room, but one day he went out for a few hours and came back with a newer and better look.
His hair was shaggy as ever, but he had a long red coat on with the collar flipped up, covering his neck. He kept the hand on his face, and his hands in his pockets. He also wore a crown that he must've found, or stole actually.
Toga looked at him and giggled. "Aww, you look nice!"
No response from Shiggy. Shigs just walked past her and sat at the bar. Toga poured lightly then walked over to him. "Shiggyyyyy,, you can't stay mad at me!" She chirped softly to try to keep a happy voice on, touching his arm lightly. Shiggy just looked at him, his ruby red eyes were soft, but still showed a bit of anger.
Toga hugged him and sniffled like she'd cry. "Please forgive me shigs,, we're sorry! Really! I know I am!!"
Shigs sighed and rubbed her head with a gloved hand. "fine, you're forgiven, but next time it won't be so easy, Kay?"
Toga giggled and nodded. "Okay!"
Shiggy patted her head, then looked away. "So. Whose the bird again?"
"His name is Hawks, he's a hero spy for us!"
Shiggys lips curled in a way to express his disgust. "A spy. Tch. You idiots really are stupid. Alright." He stood up and slammed his fist down on the counter, loud enough for everyone to hear. "Alrighty!! Meeting time!!" His hoarse voice rang out and he waited, almost patiently.
Everyone went and stood in front of him. Dabi and Hawks in the back, twice and spinner in front of them, then toga in front. Shiggy looked at them all then he glared at Hawks, stepping forward.
Everyone took a step aside, all but dabi, as shiggy stood toe to toe with Hawks. "You." He growled out, his eyes burning into Hawks'. "You're a spy from what I hear. But, I don't trust you. Know why? Because spy's never work, they always switch sides. And I have a feeling that you'll hurt someone here. And just know that when and if you do, I'll kill you. Got it?"
"Boss-" Dabi started but quickly stopped when Shigs turned to glare at him. Then Shigs stepped back.
"So. You're all idiots. And I've come to the conclusion that, you're all equally mercurial, overly sensitive, clingy hysterical bird brained homunculi. And I honestly can't tell any of you apart half the time because I don't go by height or age, I go by amount of pain in my ass, which makes you all identical." He stated, seeing in a bar stool, looking at them. "Which means, you are all to earn your forgiveness for putting the bitch with daddy issues in charge."
"Hey!-"
"Shut. Up. Now, until you manage to figure out a way to get that forgiveness, I don't care if you get hurt, I don't care if you need help, I simply won't care."
Shigs stood and tilted his head, the crown tipping lightly, as he smiled a weird crazed smile that they haven't seen in a while. "So have fun being useless to me!" And with that, he walked away to his room and shut the door.
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~Dabi~
Useless. How fucking dare he..
Dabi huffed as Shiggy walked away, but then he turned and looked at Hawks. "Don't mind him, he's just pissy, cmon, let's go outside and look at the sky" he said as he held Hawks' hand and went outside with him. Away from everyone else who would say something stupid about it being dabis fault that shigs is mad.
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*toga*
Toga looked at Twice and spinner when Dabi left with Hawks. Then she giggled. "Okay! I have an idea!"
Spinner looked at her. "Which is?"
"We hurt Hawks! I'd say we make him confess to being a bad guy, then have Shiggy make his wings go bye bye so he'd be useless to the hero's!"
"That's.. not bad" Spinner said as he took a seat. Twice just nodded along.
Toga giggled again. "We'll make Shiggy proud of us again!" She said happily as she smiled more. Spinner and twice also smiled, liking the idea of Shigs liking them again.

(Hhhhh I didn't spell check but uh heeeyyyy🤍)