shattered dreams

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02/02/2022

So many times I've been in trouble
But I'm glad I found you in this struggle
I'm thankful to have you as my buddy
And you will always remain my cute teddy

Life is not easy as it  may seem
Sometimes it turns out to be mean.
It took a crucial turn and I wanted to scream
All it did was shatter all my dreams.

I rush to the room and just lay
This is what I do everyday
'It's going to be okay' they tend to say
But it's just a facade I see everyday.

You want me to be your wife
But how can I end up ruining your life?
All I want is to just survive
And enjoy every moment of being alive.

The doctors see the pain in my eyes
But all they do is treat me with their lies
All I want to do is ask why?
Before it turns out the day I die.

I looked up at the monsoon
And wished it to be a boon
I just ended up giving you pain
I really wish it gets washed up by the rain.

I looked up at the sky and prayed
I wish this death gets a little delayed
All I have with me are a lot of memories
And I know you will keep them with you till centuries.

Just know that I love you deeply
It's just that I don't get to live freely
Just know that I will be safe
6 feet under, in that grave.

~Huda Fatima


This was written in 2020 I guess😅

Pasand aaya toh like kardo
Varna ignores😊

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