Jealousy

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Your POV:

After I finish applying my makeup to my face and neck fucking Leah. I double check the mirror and look at myself flashes of last night pop up in my mind I feel disgusted. I close my eyes and walk out. On my way to the kitchen I see Zoe and just by the look in my eyes she gives me a hug and asks me if I wanna talk about it. I close my eyes and tell her later. She nods and wraps her arm around my shoulder. We both walk into the kitchen all of the O.G girls are looking at me. Madison grinning widely. Coco gives me a sad smile along with Mallory and Queenie. I give them one right back.

Out of the corner of my eye I see Cordelia standing by the cupboard reaching for a mug. When she sees me walk in with Zoe. Her eyes never leaving my body. I don't have the guts to look back at her. Not without breaking out into tears. So I simply act like I didn't see her  and walk to my seat by Madison and Queenie. Zoe gets up to get us both a water "what can't walk y/n? Was the hot girl that good?" Madison says before she takes a sip of her orange juice. My eyes widen and I look from Zoe to Madison "why Madison do you want her number?" She chokes a bit on her juice. "Why the hell do you say that!?" I smile and lean in to her ear and whisper "I've seen the way you look at Zoe, Madison don't be so naive to be ignorant" she gasps loudly and turns to face me with wide eyes. She stands up and drags me with her.

Once we're out of earshot she tells me "what the fuck" "what?" I say and rolls my eyes at her "don't act like it isn't true" she steps closer and says "does anyone else know?" "No, Madison nobody else knows or even thinks so" she lets out a breath of relief. "Can we go back to breakfast now I'm hungry" I say as I turn and start walking back to the kitchen. But before I sit down I turn grab Madison's arm and pull her closer to me. "We never speak of last night again. Do you hear me" she nods and I let her go.

I grab my cup of water and thank Zoe. "No problem. Are you guys okay?" I take a sip and look at Madison "we're fine just girl talk. I must've hit a nerve or something" she says with a wink I roll my eyes but nod. I look up and make eye contact with Cordelia. She looks pissed I look down sad and confused to why would she be mad. Maybe because I came home late I don't know. I can't finish eating I look to Zoe and nod my head and raise my eyebrow in a way that's telling her "can we talk now?" She eats the last bite of her breakfast then nods her head to me and stands up grabbing her plate. I do the same and we both walk past Cordelia. My eyes staying straight ahead and Cordelias never leaving my body.

We wash our plates one washing one drying. After we're done I wait for Zoe as she dries her hands. While she's drying my hands I walk to the doorway and wait for her. As I do I look back to Cordelia who is staring at me not my eyes for sure but at me. I get self conscious and wrap my arms around my body and pull my collar of my shirt up in case my makeup came off. When Zoe is done she grabs my hand and walks me to her bedroom.

Once we're inside I walk to her bad and sit down cross legged. She sits in front of me and says "okay babe what happened last night?" I take a deep breath and tell her everything that happened how I felt. How I imagined it was Cordelia. And what happened between me and Madison leaving out the part where Madison likes her. She listens to me very intently and then says "well Cordelia was in her room last night when we came home. But later walked into our rooms to check on us. She might have seen your room was empty and she came back to my room I'm guessing to ask me where you were but I pretended that I was asleep because I really didn't wanna answer that question."

I nodded "what do I do? I mean we were never together so I don't know why I feel like she's mad at me? Do you see it is it just me?" I ask her. "She's been kind of off since last night. I can feel it she's not acting like her normal smiley self she seems upset and when Madison brought up the girl...she closed her eyes and shook her head like she was internally answering a question she didn't want the answer to"

"Fuck! Zoe I've never had to deal with this before like the getting into a relationship thing or trying to! I always just have flings nothing serious!" A knock broke us out of my panic.

"Come in" Zoe says I lay back and cover my face with my hands and sigh heavy. "Oh I'm sorry am I interrupting something?" That voice causes me to move my hands a bit to see. It's Cordelia standing in the doorway "no not really" I say as I lift my arms up silently asking Zoe to help me up. She does and now we're both sitting crisscrossed in front of each other. "Oh, well I was just checking up on you guys. Y/n looked a little upset earlier." I look over to Zoe, Zoe looks to me and back at Cordelia "oh yeah Madison just upset her I think she's okay now and if you get upset again come. find. me." She said as she raised her eyebrow letting me know this talk isn't over. I nod my head and smile at both her and Cordelia. Before I sit up and walk to towards Cordelia. She moves slightly so I can pass her. As I do I look up at her and stare into her eyes it felt like things were moving in slow motion. I snap back into reality and turn once I'm in the hall and walk towards my room before I reach for the doorknob I see Cordelia looking at me I quickly smile before walking into my room and shutting the door.
Fuck!