Super Soldier Sister

Chapter 4

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Rebecca's POV

The gun in my hands shakes as I raise it. Fighting the voices in my mind. 

You're not a monster

истребить (exterminate)

NO

Гидра не оставляет пленников (Hydra takes no prisoners)

NOT MY BROTHER!

Убей его СЕЙЧАС (Kill him NOW)

I feel as my finger grips the trigger, no matter how hard I fight it, it always ends the same. 

I close my eyes as a coldness sweeps through me and the shot rings through the air. 

I open my eyes, expecting to wake, to see the columbian sun through my windows and escape from the hell of my mind. 

But all I see my brother, crumpled to the floor, a pool of blood surrounding his stomach. Eyes glassy. 

Молодец, Теневой Солдат (Well done, Shadow Soldier)

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I sit up sharply with a scream, before burying my face in hand. the coolness of the plates settling my racing heart and my flushed skin. 

Its not real Becca. 

The old mantra calming my erratic breathing. 

Your brother is fine. You didn't kill your brother. 

You didn't kill your brother. 

You didn't kill your brother.

God I hate those nightmares.

I reach out to the left with my unoccupied hand and grab the glass of water sitting on my nightstand. 

When in doubt, drink some water. That's what my mother always used to say. Or at least I think she did. Its been a long time. 

After drinking some water and peeling my hand from my sticky face. I push the covers of my bed back and stand up. Walking over to the large windows in the room, I pull back the curtains covering them back, and sigh quietly. 

Columbian sunrises are beautiful, but sometimes I really do miss Brooklyn. 

The buzzing of my phone, interupts my homesick reverie and I pace over to my phone quickly. Grabbing it and glancing at the name on the screen. 

Why on earth would my brother be calling at six in the morning?