Just So You Know

Poetry

I don't want you to cry
When I die.
I want you to smile
And just say your final goodbye.

I don't need you to remember me all the time,
But please, don't exclude me from your life.

I don't want you to live with my memories
But please, make them sentimental.

I don't want you to feel the pain,
All I want you to feel is the shallow of my burden.

I know all this time, I became your torment.
That person who never let you to have your own flicker.

I know all this time, all you thought about was me
And all I thought about was myself.

Until the very moment, your blood became my life and I couldn't give it back.

I never love you back the way you do, that was you thought; all this time, I am trying to live because I want you until my last breath.

Lifetime would never be enough for you to understand this love, and this love would never be enough for me to live and stay by your side.

Life is a mystery and so love does. You're the reason in every exhale and inhale that I render but I couldn't find any reason why I love you this way.

True love finds no reason.

In loving this life, you're my reason.

So when I die, don't be afraid to live, be your own reason, please.