Useless feelings

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Tw: cursing and self depreciation in a way


Fuck my fucking feelings
Why can't you stay outta my head
You know its all a joke so why are you pouting
Just shut the fuck up and appreciate it
No one will love you cause you're not worth it
You think you're a good fucking person
Well guess what you suck
Why are you still hoping
Just stop all this joking and stay away
I tried distance bit it didn't work
I know I'm not too important but at least
You know why I'm hurt
Cause I fucking loved you
But now I need to reduce it
Cause maybe I never knew it
Maybe the idea is more intriguing then the real thing
But I know I felt my heat go bing
So please leave me be
Cause I don't have the energy
To block out my feelings for you again
-M.P.

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