I'm bored and really don't expect these to be seen by many people so might as well publish it
Tw:De@th, p!ll,cursing, feeling numb
Who are decide who i am and what i do with my life
You don't have to pay the price
I have to follow your rules and guidelines
I know you want the best for me
but this is a tough pill to swallow
Your pressuring me to do things im not interested in
And for what?
For the hope I don't turn out like you?
Well maybe I don't want to live your dream
Maybe I want to live out mine
Maybe I don't want a fucking house or a kid
Its really none of your business
You want me to stay at home but you want to control me
Sometimes I think ||death|| is a better option
I only want to please you but it seems to never work out
You always want more and then you wonder why I stopped putting in effort
I'm so done but I have one hope
Maybe one day this choking feeling of pressure
Will be relieved
Sorry that I can't be as well as you want
I won't tell you anything and it upsets you
But why try if you don't want to know my feelings
Maybe I'll find someone to love but
I still can't understand the concept of love
Is it required and does it even exist
Sometimes I just feel numb
I'm so tired
I need a break before all my trials
You make me live in the future not the present
I'm always worried about the future never living in the moment
It may seem silly but ever since 1st grade you've been telling me what I'm going to do and who I'm going to be
At this point I don't know who I am
I'm sorry if I can't meet your expectations
But you have to understand my hesitation
-M.P.
YOU ARE READING
My poems
PoesíaMost of these are kinda sad. I've wrote all of them myself. If tw's are needed please tell me. I try my best and I don't want anyone to be uncomfortable.
