As I'm pulling into my drive way I can't help, but think about what Sunghoon said.
Am I really in a so called "love triangle"? No way. So what, I had a tiny crush on Felix in the beginning of the year. It's all my fault that he likes me. I should've stayed away from him. No way Ni-ki likes me though. I'm so mean to him, and I definitely don't...I don't...I don't like Ni... ugh, why is this so complicated?!
With all of those thoughts swarming in my head, I grab my hair as if I want to pull it out. I feel like a disgusting human being.
"I don't like him!" I scream in my car, looking like a psychopath.
Suddenly, I hear a knock on my car window.
I slowly turn to see who it is in embarrassment. I'm surprised to see a giant with brown hair, standing outside.
"Yunho?" I roll down my window.
"Hi." He gives me a pitiful smile.
"If you came here to-"
"Can we talk?" He pauses. "Please, y/n?"
"I don't know if that's a good idea..." I say honestly.
He sadly looks down at the pavement.
"He'll talk to you. Wait for him, okay? He waited for you." I tell him, sincerely.
I know he didn't intend on hurting him, but he did. Which means, he should be the one to fix things. I should really start taking my own advice, huh?
Without knowing, my facial expressions started to change as my thoughts converted into negative ones.
"Are you okay?" He asks concerned.
"No." I say blankly, without looking at him.
"What's wro-"
"I mess everything up." I huff, still avoiding eye contact.
"Do you ever wish you could just disappear? One day, you slowly start to fade away, without anyone noticing? If only..." I softly chuckle.
"What? I- don't say that, please." He says carefully, as if I were a fragile vase, too close to the edge.
"Ugh, stop getting worked up. I'm just saying...it would do quite a few people a favor. I just end up hurting people." I explain.
"Hey." He reaches in the window, and grabs by hand.
"You've got to look at your own point of view every now, and then. Your whole mindset shouldn't be fixing other people's problems. Fix your own, before they can't be fixed." He says the last part, as if he's talking to himself.
I open the car door, and engulf him in a hug. I know I probably shouldn't be hugging the boy that broke my cousins heart, but he's the same boy that used to braid my hair. I know he's still the boy Mingi, and I remember.
Nothing has changed.
"I've missed you. Wow, my life has been so pointless without my favorite people in it." He rests his chin on my head.
"Hm" I hum in response, as we sit in a comfortable silence.
He releases his hold, and looks around like he's searching for treasure.
He picks up a yellow flower, and sticks it in my hair.
"Shouldn't you be giving this to Mingi?" I giggle.
He shakes his head.
"A yellow flower evokes happiness, and symbolizes friendship. I'm giving it to you." He smiles sweetly.
I go inside my house with my new flower, and it's around ten o'clock pm. Although when I enter, Mingi suddenly plops on the couch, and gets a random magazine from the coffee table. We're too much alike for him to get away with this...
"You were listening, huh?" I try to hold in my laugh.
He shamefully nods, and stands up.
"It's okay. Are you?" I ask.
"I'm okay, are you?"
"I'm okay." I smile to myself, and walk up to my room, after telling him goodnight.
While I'm getting ready for bed, my phone buzzes.
Ni-ki ☂︎︎
Sleeping?
Who am I kidding You're not asleep.
Do you even sleep? You should.
Do you need something?
I stand correct
It's nothing, just excited for tmrw that's all
Me too, now go to sleep
Goodnight😋✨
Gn
I catch myself smiling as I put my phone down. Oh come on, what am I even smiling at? I need to sleep I have a big day tomorrow. With that last thought, I drift off to a peaceful sleep.
Message from au: wow almost 2k reads?! ily guysss tysm! this book is coming to an end soon! what do you think will happen? i'm curious! also side note: she has an umbrella by his contact because one of their first "moments" was when he lent his umbrella to her while it was raining. ♡'･ᴗ･'♡
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
ALSO in case you don't know this is yunho and mingi:)
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
