Do You Still Love Me?

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It was about one in the afternoon and Semi was just cleaning up the place. Over the last two months were him and Shirabu had started talking more he felt the feelings he tried to push away come back. He didn't want to love Shirabu, especially if it was going to put him danger. Semi's family was really homophobi, which is why he never told them about his sextualily and him dating Shirabu. One day when he got home from school he was heading up to his bedroom to do homework when his mom had stopped him.

"Hey honey, we need to talk!" She called from the kitchen." He sighed and walked into the kitchen were his mom was making what looked like some kind of soup.

"What did you need? I have a lot of homework I need to get done." He said trying his best to not seem rude. Turning the heat down on the stove his mother looked at him, but she didn't give him her usual sweet smile.

"So I heard you talking to someone last night. It was that one teammate of yours, Shirabu correct?" He started to get really nervous. He knew he should've been quieter.

"Um y-yeah why."

"I heard you planning a date. Dont even try to deny it I heard it all. So I'm going to give you two choices. You can either go live with your aunt in England or break up with him."

"What? Why?"

"Look I'm not homophobic, I just don't want to have a gay person living with me."

"That's literally the definition of homophobic, but whatever."

"Exuse me young man, but who said you could give me attitude."

"Me."

"Stop this right now Eita! I dont know why you think you can talk to me like this, but you can't! That's it your breaking up with him now!"

"IM NOT GOING TO BREAK UP WITH HIM!" He yelled back.

"Dont raise your voice at me! You are going to break up with him and got to collage. I'm done letting you do what you want."

"Are you serious?! Why would you have a child if you arent okay with them being gay?! Or if your going to try to make them miserable!"

"I'm looking out for you!"

"NO YOUR LITERALLY FORCING ME TO HAVE A JOB I DONT WANT AND LEAVE THE ONE PERSON I CARE ABOUT!"

"Dont raise your voice like that! Now, you have to the end of the school year to break up with him or I'm not letting you become a musician or whatever and you will move out as soon as you can."

"Fine whatever" Walking up to his room he got out his phone about to text Shirabu, but he couldn't do it. He put is bad beside his desk and then grabbed his guitar, starting to play random chords he started to hum along trying to keep himself calm and distract him from everything that just happened. As he played he forgot about everything just paying attention to sound he was playing.

A few minutes later his mom walked in with a bowl and set it on his desk before walking out not daring to look at or say anything to her son. It had been a week since Semi broke up with Shirabu and he rarely came out of his room. He would spend all his time staring at Shirabu's now blocked contact or writing songs. He also started looking for an apartment and spon he found a decently sized one bedroom apartment in Tokyo he could afford. After a year he moved in and started his signing career.

He got really popular very quickly and for the most part was living a good life, but he still had those nights where he thought about Shirabu. Constantly he asked himself why he would listen to his mom. It's not like she would've hurt him. He was just stupid and under pressure he wanted to say sorry and explain everything to Shirabu, but he couldn't. Though he was blocked by Shirabu, but that didnt stop him from texting his number though. He knew Shirabu would never see the messages, but he didnt care it.

One day he was on YouTube and came across a cover of a song he knew all too well, "Once Upon A December". When he was still dating Shirabu and they listened to the younger boys playlist, this song always played. It wasn't until he clicked on the video he realized who was singing. He hadn't heard Shirabu sing in forever and hearing again made him really happy. He was an amazing signinger and soon he found himself watching a lot of his videos.

He soon came across a stream he did with Ushijima and Tendou.

"Alright you guys for some reason wanted this and like everything I do I have been forced into this by lizard looking man." He pointed to Tendou while saying the last part. This made Semi smile. About half way through the steeam they were talking about music and artists came up and someone in the chat had said something about Semi causing this to happen.

"He's amazing I played volleyball with him, I'm his bestie and all that, I love bothering him all the time, and I like ruining his guitar strings cause a mad SemiSemi is a-"

"Nightmare" finished Shirabu, "His whole presence is disgusting and I dont know why I hung out with him. That being said his music is pretty good especially his first few songs he released they're very nice to cry too."

"STOP CRYING YOURSELF TO SLEEP, ITS BEEN THREE WHILE YEARS!' Tendou yelled

"No. Kenma said to keep doing it and I trust him."

"DON'T LISTEN TO KENMA! HE-"

"We are not fighting over this again you two." He turned off the steam, not needing to hear Shirabu talking about how much he hates him. He sighed and then decided to clean up the place to take his mind of Shirabu.

A months later though his fans started asking him more and more for a collab with Shirabu. This was probably because in a newer video he was forced to sing one his songs by Yamaguchi. He put off texting Shirabu for a month until he decided he might as well. Luckily, everything turned out well and two months later he's about to see Shirabu for the first time in three years.

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A/N Heya! I hope you guys are all doing good today. I'm currently at school waiting for first period to start and I decided to go to school in Oikawa cosplay which is fun. Hope you all have a good day and dont forget to eat, stay hydrated, get good sleep, and take care. Bye~✌.