You know what's weird? When you realize that you're scared of not having feelings for someone.
I mean, after a long relationship, you feel so empty without that other person. Without that constant feeling of their undying love, without knowing that someone is always there. After that's all over, what are you left with?
After he left me, I was a wreck, I won't lie. I was left with near to nothing. I had to pick up my miserable heart's shattered pieces.
But now that that's over, I don't know what to do, how to feel, who I am.
Feelings are so stupid, you know?
