I have lost interest in food I used to love like hamburgers. I am not as hungry as mush as I used to be. Is my body slowly killing itself? I stay in my room unless I have to leave it. I am not doing things I used to love anymore. I hate going out in public I hate that I'm skinny ,but I think I look fat in some jeans. I hate my face it's all chubby and ugly. My hair is short and I hate it it's to dark it super dark brown al out black. I've hated my body since I was little yea I know weird but it was my stomach the. My hair then my feet then legs then it's my face. I wear glasses it hides my face. The only good part about me is my face. I'm tall but short my dad is like 6'1 or 6'2 and I stand at his chat maybe his shoulder im not for sure. I have terrible memory. I have no self confidence. I have barley and self esteem. So yea I'm all depressed and crap. I just want to shrivel up and die. Next year I have to go to a different school. I will get new bullies the People I know there will hate me but whatever I'm used to it. So yea!
