Finding Who I Really Want..

Chapter 14

  Still Jeremiah POV

" Niya "

 

"What boy ? Screaming my damn name for the universe to know"

"Let's talk about your mom"

"Why ? I really don't want to "

"I meet her today she looks just like you no lie" . As the words came out my mouth tears just ran down her face like never before I knew this would be a lot for her to take in .

"I don't care"

"Niya yes you do , if you didn't you wouldn't be crying"

"Jeremiah I'm not crying because I care I'm crying because I'm angry all these Years she never came looking for me or asked about me or anything that's not even a  mother . I got my period when I was 11 I had no clue what to do or what was going on with me that day I was sitting in the bathroom crying thinking I was gonna die till my grandmother told me its just a monthly cycle every female gets where was my mom ? Huh please tell me ! When i got shot when i was 13 where was she ? When I got shot again when I was 16 where was she again ? No fucking where to be found ! So don't sit up here & tell me I care about someone whoe dont give a flying fuck about me when I really don't give a fuck . All she ever did was give me birth ." niya yelled crying

I didn't really know what to say after she told me that it was like hurting me inside because she has been threw so much it's not even normal for someone .

Niya POV

   Jeremiah doesn't understand that when I say I dont care i really don't care . Ever since I was young I hated my life everyone had a mother but I didn't . I always got everything I wanted but my life wasn't how people that it was I cried my self to sleep every night because I never meet my mother , I got picked on because I told people I didn't know my mother or ever seen her in my life . I got shot once for that stupid bitch because I told this girl I didn't know my mom but I bet she ain't fucking every nigga in sight like your mother & the girls boyfriend shot me in the stomach twice .  People wouldn't understand my life unless I tell you straight up how it is .

"Jeremiah I'm sorry if I came at you the wrong way but bae its just I honestly don't care about her I don't want to meet her nothing " I explained

"Ya I understand I'm not goin force you to do anything you don't want to . I'm here for you & my three kids inside you that's all you need ! "

"I love you Jeremiah"

"I love you to niya"

  Later that day I stayed in took vontae a shower watched movies with him till Jeremiah came home which was seemed like forever . 

"Mommy"

"Yes vontae "

"When you have the babies will you still care about me ? "  he asked In a sweet voice I swear this little boy is my life .

"Yes I will . Even though I didnt have you I still care & love for  you like my own child"

"OK mommy love you " he gave me a kiss on my cheek .

 

Me: Did you make the appointment for tomorrow ?

Jeremiah: Ya its at 10 am

Me: I'm excited I'll be four months tommrow ! But hurry up get to your mom house I'm bored .

Jeremiah: where's vontae , my mom , & kaylian ?

Me: sleep  

Jeremiah: I'll be home soon than

Jeremiah POV

I had a trap house down here in Atlanta I was talking to the guys today so they would watch lexis every move around. 

Niya textin me saying she wanted me back home so you know I had to listen to my lady do what she commands .

I got home & she was knocked out on the couch with vontae on her leg. Smh these two are really unseparated from each other . I carried vontae to the room then came back & grabbed niya soon I put her in the bed her eyes opened.

" I wasn't really sleep I just closed my eyes so you could carry me up here " she chuckled

"Haha haha funny , bet you won't be laughing if I was inside of that pussy right now "

"Do you always have to be so nasty?"

"My name ain't Mr nasty for nothing"

"I can't deal with you" she chuckled taking her clothes off .

"Niya Are you teasing me ?"

"Take it how you want baby"

She looked even better with the little baby bump she was growing  .

She bent over I could see her panties was wet that just made my second member get excited .

"Tonight I'm fucking you like no other" I whispered in her ear sending chills like no other

She pushed me on the bed started unzipping my pants  & rode this dick like she ainy Neva gone ride this dick again .

"Damn niya " I grunted as she started going faster & faster .

I flipped us over & put my tongue to work on that kitty that's all y'all gotta know

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Next day

"Ugh I'm so sore" niya complained

"Well you wanted those five rounds, for a pregnant person you can still do ur thing "

"Hush let's get ready for my appointment "

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"How are you today ?"

"Good "

"Thats nice to hear well today were just going to be doing a little check up to see how the little ones are growing in your belly" 

"Ok , am I allowed to have sex ?"

"Yes but not rough sex"

She checked on the babies they were doin pretty good but I was scared because I'm four months what If I lost them just like I lost my other one while I was four months . All these thoughts came to my mind I didn't even hear when she said we could leave . 

I just wanted everything to go good with this pregnancy  & my crazy soon to be life