Finding Who I Really Want..

chapter 19

Jd pov

   I  woke up I seen niya on the bathroom floor throwing up .She is sick every morning now. I went in the bathroom & put her hair up for her, rubbed her back.

"Thanks" She said getting up.

"You need anything? " I asked her.

"Ya some bomb ass chicken noodle soup with chocolate cake & some pickles with a  coke " she explained.

"Ewww wtff uhuh y'all pregnant people eat some nasty ass shit combined together . "

"Ok so what!  Are you going to get me them? "

"Yea for you I will "

"Thanks.  So how about yesterday Jeremiah text me about some we need to talk" She was telling me.

"What you said to him? "

"That I don't want nothing to do with him he can see his kids that's about it"

"Damnn bihh " is all I could think about saying.

"Ya I kinda like this You & I thing so I'll keep it like that! Jeremiah ain't shit but the father to my kids.  "

"Don't forget he was your first love niya "

"Don't remind me that"

  I know she still love him but wants to denie it because she's heart broken I mean I understand where she coming from. Her appointment is Monday I wonder did She tell him he could come so he would know the sex of the baby's but I doubt it at this time she would when they just broken up. 

Her heart been broken so many times I don't know if she really knows how to handle love anymore honestly. 

Jalissa: Ayee big bro ? 

Me: Wasupp?

Jalissa: I'm coming over later with the kids.
Me:Leave them bad ass kids at home with they NANNY

Jalissa: no

Me:Whatever.

  Man my sister kids just bad as fuck they act like wild animals at the zoo .There dad is in jail so jalissa takes care of them alone at times or the nanny.

Niya pov 
  I was going to go to my old house & get my mail i havnt got .

"I'll be back later I got some stuff to go get mind if I take kamri? " I asked jd. 

"Nah go head take her "

"Oh ok see you later. "

   I walked in kamri room she was in her closet with her little towel on I'm guessing she took a shower already. 

"Hey ma"

"Hey kam did you take a shower already? " I asked her.

"No I'm just looking for something to wear" she replied.

"Well hurry up so i can take you a shower your going some where with me today."

"Yay "She clapped her little fingers.

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  We arrived at my house we got out the car I opened the mail box found a couple of stuff.  I was flipping threw the things & seen I got a letter from lexi brother. I was gonna write him back this time we actually had to talk. We were about to leave when Jeremiah walked in the house …

"Mommy who's this man" Kamri asked.

"Mommy ? when did you have a daughter?" Jeremiah asked be.