CH-2 Guilt

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(A few days passed HM was fine and joined the duty too. She was sitting in her desk and waiting for a call)

(Anubhav had his routine checkup in the thana it was his duty so he came in the thana, he found no one there, all were in field duty so he directly went to haseena's cabin)

(AS was standing at the entrance of the cabin, HM didn't see he is standing there her phone rang and seeing the name on the call her face lit up. She answered it)

-on call-
HM:haan aap agye flight land ho gye apki?....are haan haan hum blkul theek hain...acha ab aap ghar jaiye ammi apka intezaar kr rhi hongi...han rkhte hain
(she hung up the call)
AS:(in mind)yeh haseena ji kisse baat kr rhi thi...aur ise haseena ji ki ammi se kyoon milne jana...kya yeh koi unki ammi ka bheja hua ladka hai.... anubhav was getting worried at this thought as she was going to marry someone else

AS:(choughs to grab her attention)
HM:jai hind sir
AS:jai hind haseena ji...baki sab kahaan hain
HM:sir sab field duty pe gaye hain
AS:acha haseena ji apka vivaah ke barein kya vichaar hai?
HM:(giving him taunts with sad expression) ab kya ummid rkh skte hain sir...kisi se pyar hua tha humein lekin desh keliye unhone hamara dil tod diya
(AS knew that indirectly she was talking about him and felt guilty)
AS:humein maaf kijiyega haseena ji
HM:sir humne apko kabka maaf kr diya tha....jab apne phli baar maafi mangi tab hi kr diya tha
AS:lekin humein abhi bhi bura lag rha hai HM isliye ham vaapis maafi mang rhe hain
HM:ji sir koi baat nhi humne apko firse maaf kia
AS:ab jo beet gya so best gya kya ab sab kuch bhula kar hamse dosti krengi?

(HM was fuming in anger how could he expect her to forget everything and move on...no she cant forget that betrayal and there was no question of being friends with him anymore, She only respected him bcez he was his senior and that's all she wanted to be with him, She was only a junior to him nothing more nothing less...she was very angry but she tried to stay calm)

HM:humein maaf kijiyega sir lekin ab sab kuch bhula toh nhi skte ham, Chah kr bhi nhi bhula skte aur rahi baat dosti ki baat toh humein nhi lgta ki humein ik junior aur senior ko chode koi niji rishta rkhna chaiye
AS:koi baat nhi haseena ji hum apke faisle ka maan rkhte hain...
HM:thankyou sir
AS:ab humein chlna chaiye
HM:jai hind sir
AS:jai hind
(And he left)

HM:waah sir kamaal hai aap, Itna sab kuch hone ke baad aap humse yeh sab expect bhi kese kar skte hain kitne saare wade kiye the apny humse aur kitni qsmn khaye thi saath jeene marne ki unn sab ka kya hua....(a tear rolled down her cheeks while AS was listening all this from outside)

(He couldn't tolerate his guilt anymore so he walked out the thana)

(Soon it was already evening all were packing their stuff to get home)

KS:kahaan ho aap pushpaji apke lalla wait kr rhe honge hamara
PS:haan haan lalla toh ab apka hi wait kr rha hoga na hum uske lagte hi kya hai
KS:ama bnd krengi aap apna yeh
PS:haan haan ab toh yehi rhe gya tha na khne ko
KS:chliye amma bike pe baithiye
PS:bhagwaan keliye humein aaj aap yamraj ke darshan mat krwaiyega
KS:ab toh PJ hum jaan bujh ke krwayenge
PS:hamare aur hamare lalla ke toh bhaag hi phoot gye
SS:PJ koi ek decide kijiye aap ya apke lalla
KS:amma bhakk jarrbudhi
CC:aap kesy jaa rhi hain santuji ghar?
SS:mn toh cheete rickshaw se ghar jaungi
CC:humein bhi chor dijiyega aap?
SS:kese cheete tuh vahaan itni dur rhta hain aur mn vahaan itni dur rhti hoon
CC:koi baat nhi santuji
SS:aree mujhy koi problem nhi hain cheete lekin rickshaw wale ko problem jarur hogi
(HM came out of her cabin)
HM:jai hind
All:jai hind maddam sir (she was looking very weak she was having a very bad headache because of the workload and all noticed it)
KS:aap theek toh haina MS?
HM:haan hum theek hain KS aap chinta mat kijiye
PS:nhi MS aap theek lag toh nhi rhi hain
HM:(shouted)humne kahaan na hum bilkul theek hain,aap sab hamari chinta mat kijiye
All:so...sorry MS
MS:(she realised what she did)sorry humein maaf kijiyega humne aap pe chilaya voh bas hamara sar dukh rha hain
PS:dekha MS humein pta tha ki apki tabiyat khrab hai
HM:nhi PJ...(PS interrupted)
PS:yeh sab nhi chlega MS apki tabiyat theek nhi hain...aur aaj apki night duty hain aur aap kar nhi paayengi
Isliye cheeta krega night duty
CC:yeh aap kya keh rhi hain PJ hum?....(KS glared at him and he saw this)hum...hum...hum hi krenge duty aur kaun krega
KS:hmm
(HM didn't want this,duty was the only way she could take her mind off anu but now she cant even do that as she knew how stubborn they all are, so she gave up arguing)
HM:acha acha theek hain,cheeta tum kr lena duty
(And she went towards her jeep)

(All went to their respective homes HM was having a very bad head ache and also her ammi was not at home all she was able to think was the betrayal anu gave her)
HM:kya hum itne zyada na smjh ban gye the anubhav sir ke pyar mein ki unka hamse pyaar karne ka maqsad nhi jaan paye hum

(On other side all the things AS heard from were bothering him, all the promises he broke all the swears he took)

Anubhav:
yaad kyoon aaye koi armadha
Bhooli hui qasmein,
bhoola hua wada

Haseena:
ek hi paheli se dill hai pareshan,
Pehechan kam hai ya,
pehechan hai zyada

(A long chapter after a long time)

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