One Life

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⚠️ warning a little bit of abuse ⚠️
Just an idea of what goes down.

Okie It's been a couple of days.
They didn't realize the seriousness of the challenges you were gonna be. It was incredibly difficult on their end.

You puckered your bottom lip as you looked up at Marie.
"Now you know better." She spoke in a slight stern voice. You looked down as she placed her hand on your chin forcing you to look up at her.
"Now you go clean that mess up right now." She spoke pointing towards the toys as she let go and stood back up.
You whimpered slightly.
You stood still in a slight panic unsure of what to do.
You turned around looking at the door and the back at the mess.

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Things became different for you and them. It was more than they could handle and it stressed you out they were understanding.

You went to pull at your hair in frustration forgetting that they had your hair cut yesterday.
It was now really short. Kind of like a boys hair cut. They believed it would help with your hair tugging. They didn't like that you did that.
So you started pulling at your ear scratching the back of you ear aggressively as you pulled at your ear.
You'd do it so much it would bleed. And of course you'd get in trouble every time you did it.

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It was becoming more of a physical thing. You weren't understanding things and they weren't being patient about things.

You cried out in frustration as he looked around for something to stop the bleeding. You scratched over the scabs behind your ear.
You frankly didn't care that it was bleeding.
"Stop!" He yelled scarring you as you moved your hand away from your ear.
"Now I said leave it alone." He spoke sternly. "No!" You yelled back to him. He instantly popped you in the mouth making you gasp and hold your mouth.
You started screaming as tears rolled down your cheeks. "Now I'm getting tired of you telling me no." He spoke in frustration as he started to wipe the blood of you neck. You jerked away quickly. "No!" You yelled once more as he finally lost it.
You flinched as he threw the toilet paper down and aggressively picked you up sideways causing you scream and kick every which way.
He carried you through the hallway down to your room.
You screamed in fear and kept kicking.
You finally leaned down bitting his arm roughly. He yelped dropping you to the floor holding his arm as it started bleeding a little.
You scurried off the floor and ran into the room.
"You little brat." He yelled in disbelief.

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You were starting to be resistant of everything. From eating to sleeping to being told what to do. It was too much like it was with Zemo and his hitmen. A hate towards them became more intense as it did for them towards you.

"Let's go." The man spoke as you shook your head not wanting to. "Now." He spoke annoyed. "No." You spoke crossing your arms and turning away slightly.
"Come here you little brat." She spoke as she held the cigarette in her mouth walking over to grab you. "I'll teach you not to back talk." She grumbled as she took her cigarette and placing it on your shoulder as you fought against her grip. You screamed out as it hurt. "Don't back talk." She spoke sticking the cigarette back in her mouth and picking you up as you screamed out.

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Out of frustration and difficulty adjusting. Along with the abuse and neglect. It was becoming more and more difficult to do everyday things like going potty and even eating and drinking.
It pushed you back in a state of mind that made it difficult to grow. If that makes sense. Each step forward you took four steps back.

You sighed hiding behind the couch. So fair it's been a good hiding spot.
You had an accident in bed. It wasn't your fault tho.
Everything that was happening was too overstimulating and in response it just kind of happened.
"I can't do this another day!" His voice boomed across the house.
You covered your ears jumping slightly.
"Where are you?" She yelled as she stomped around looking for you.
You sat still covering your ears and closing your eyes tightly.