"Wʜʏ﹖" ﹣ Lᴏᴜɪs Pᴀʀᴛʀɪᴅɢᴇ

Chapter 1

⚠️TW⚠️
Mention of panic attacks, bruises and burns.

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"SHIT" I yelled, waking up

I overslept. Again.
It was already 7:30 am and school starts at 8 fucking am😐

This wasn't the first time I woke up so fuckin late. It happens at least once a week oop.

It's probably because i go to bed at 2 am. Yeah... that's why.
ANYWAYS,

I got up and ran to the bathroom.
I tried to open the door but it was locked. Fuck.

"WHO'S IN THERE?" I asked.

Right after that, the door opened.

"Tis i, wait- aren't you supposed to go to the bus stop right now?" My mom asked.

"YEAH DUH NO SH!T BUT THE PROBLEM IS, I JUST WOKE UP" I yelled at my mom.

Normally I don't yell at my mom cause she's the sweetest person to ever exist but I was in a bad mood.

"Okay okay let me help you. Do you want me to make breakfast for you?" She asked.

Like I said, she's the sweetest.
Oh and did I mention I panic really fast?

I've had a lot of panic attacks and tbh
no one knows about it.
I'm waaayy tooooo scared to tell someone so i decided to just not tell anyone about it 😁
Not even my best friends or my mom.

I'm so smart

Anyways,

"Thanks mom but I'll just grab an apple" i said smiling at her

My dad and I don't have a really good relationship.
Let's just say I have daddy issues (no not the song)
He gets mad really easily because he has anger issues (just like me).
He drinks a lot so he's mad like- ALL.THE.TIME.
I think it's because he has a shitty job and life so yeah the only option that's left is just getting drunk all the time.

He once punched my door and there was a hole in it.
My dad made me fix it by yelling at me like usual.
So I had to fix the door before my mom got home because he told me so and the most important thing, we both didn't want mom to find out.

She knows he has anger issues and he also yells at her sometimes, but he doesn't punch her like he does to me.

Yeah.

I don't want him to punch my mom so whenever he's angry and has to punch someone, he punches me.
I don't tell my mom and just put foundation on my bruises.