'And so I did'
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(CW// panic attack, self-harm/blades, fighting, blood)
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You're just a housewife
suck it up
That's all you'll ever be
Suck it up
You are nothing but a pitiful little girl
Suck. it. up.
You ARE NOT a boy Teagan!
SUCK IT UP!!
I jolt awake gasping for air and clawing at my throat
'Dream'
'It was just a dream'
'You're fine'
I can already tell my dysphoria is gonna be bad today, it's always horrible after these type of dreams.
I sigh and check the time, 7:45 am
I decide against showering for obvious reasons, I just get changed so I can try and be productive to distract my mind for the time being.
I chose something baggy but decent enough for school so the admins don't get on my ass about it.
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I put on a bit more makeup than usual in hopes of relieving some dysphoria.
I sit in front of the mirror and stare at myself
My chest is somehow showing through the hoodie and my legs just look feminine.
I ended up zoning out and letting my thoughts run.
'You'll always be a girl'
'There's nothing you can do to change it'
'You were born this way, it was meant to be'
'You can't change'
"I have a bad feeling about today" I sigh as I lay on my back and stare at the ceiling
---Time skip---
"Tommy?" Tubbo asks as we walk to our 4th period class.
I hum and continue to walk
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