People fall in love in mysterious ways

Chapter 6 - HE'S BACK!

Liz's POV:

TRIGGER WARNING!! if you don't want to be triggered skip to the end and the moral of the story will be explained there, but by all means if you would like to read on be my guest!

I finally stand up and come up to height with both Dan and Phil and hug them, but when I hugged Phil he kept hold of me...tight!

When he finally let's go I ask for a photo on my phone, after that they both sign my t shirt then for some odd reason they hug me again this time Phil whispers something into my ear,

'Would you like to go on a date with me?'

At that moment I froze without saying anything for a moment,

'What did you just ask me?'

'I can give you my number then I can text you what time and when I would like to go on a date with you! Does that sound okay?'

'Y-yes that's fine we can do it now if you want?'

'What go on a date?' Phil whispers so sexy it gives me more shivers,

'No I meant give me your number!' I chuckle at the thought, he pulls away from me and writes his number on my hand and turns around to leave with Dan,

'I'll text you later, bye Liz!'

'B-bye Phil!'

I could not believe what was happening was the truth or a dream!? I was that excited I nearly had a heart attack when he starts to say things in my head,

'Your worthless, you don't deserve to go on a date with anyone you repulsive little shit just go and do the world a favour and go cut DEEPER AND DEEPER!'

'NO LEAVE ME ALONE YOU CANT SAY ANYTHING, YOUR TOO FAR AWAY FROM ME TO SAY THESE THINGS JUST FUCKING LEAVE MR ALONE!'

'Oh I'm afraid I can't do that lizzie, after all I can still come and find you! Your mum is all I need to come down there and hurt you and your mum!'

'LEAVE JUST LEAVE NO! NO! NO! HELP ME HELP! MUM! PLEASE! AGHHHH!'

I scream on the floor weeping in my t shirt making my eyes black from the mascara I'm wearing, then suddenly I hear footsteps tunning up to me and shouting,

'LIZ? Lizzie are you there its okay shh shh everything's going to be okay just stay calm angel stay calm shh'

I properly wake up out of conicousness and see my mum cradeling me on her knees weeping into my head,

'H-hes back mum I can't help it I just can't! He's telling me to cut I can't not listen its just why now? Why here? I'm trying to get better from these thoughts I can't handle this anymore!!!'

This time I'm crying even more from the thoughts that he is back...after 3 fucking years of finally being calm he comes back to take over my life once more!! I can't do this anymore I need a bathroom and I need to...cut!

I quickly run away from my mum back to the hotel, I run into my room and search and search for my blade I brought, I know its only little but I can feel it as soon as I lay my fingers on it! I feel the metal of it and the sharp edge which cuts my finger slightly trickling a bit of blood in my suitcase, I grab it run to the bathroon, lock it then begin to slide the blade across my inner forearm causing a lot of blood to drip down my arm, 1cut, 2, 3, 4 I stop at 6 cuts and lay down on the bathroom floor with a puddle of blood forming around my lifeless body!

The less time it takes for me to get unconscious the less time it takes those words he is saying and takes me to a place of...calm and happiness, I hope it stays like that this time!

Moral of the story:
Phil has asked Liz out on a date and gives her his number for the day ahead, but thoughts and words come into her head and she rushes to the hotel to cut! I am very sorry if that was short but I don't like people being triggered or being triggered myslef ! Sorry

For other people HELLO! AND WELCOME BACK TO THE END OF A NEW CHAPTER! I cried writing this because of nearly being triggered so thank god I didnt!!! So anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter, I already have the next like 10 chapters planned out with plot twists and more triggering!! So get excited for them! Can't wait to finish this ugh so much effort! So bye guys!
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