My first hello and My last goodbye

Chapter one - HELP ME!

TRIGGER WARNING, MENTIONS OF SELF HARM, BRUTAL MURDER, RAPE AND MENTAL THOUGHTS!!

Liz's POV

'Aghhh daddy please sto- AGHHH!! '

I weep and weep at the pain my whole body is in from the beatings from him! I prepare myself for another antagonizing hit but...

'LEAVE HER ALONE WAYNE! NOW!'

'Right that's it you little bitch! Its time for a visit to the basement for your beating or shall I say...torture!'

'NO PLEASE HAVE MERCY! PLEASE!'

I watch in pain as my sweet, caring mother gets dragged into the basement by..him again and watch for her daily torture, or if she's lucky beating!

'AGHHHHHH *pant* *wheeze* NO PLEASE NO AGHHHHHHHHHH!!!'

He starts rape her and slap her across the face, followed by a puch in the belly. As soon as he's finished he then goes to cut open her skin from her neck right down to her torso, he then starts to break her ribs as she is screaming in horrible pain! He starts to take her organs out one by one and put them into weird jars filled with some sort of disgusting liquid, I know its not over yet, and I might be next. Just as soon as he finishes...

*gasp*

I wake up from yet again another dream about him, sweating and panting from the time he abused me and brutally murdered my mother from when I was 7. I have been having these recolations since a week ago and suddenly realize...

'Shit its my mothers birthday tomorrow I have to go to the grave!'

I am now currently living in my grandparents house in a town called Wigan where I ran away too a month ago when he was flat out on his couch, once again pissed out of his mind! I am so relieved and thankful my Nan and grandad took me in, not hearing from me since my mothers funeral.

I am now 14 years old and have been having awful problems since my mum died... Anxiety, Eating Problems, Mental thoughts and recolations and not to mention Serious Self Harm! I have been bullied in school even though I have only been there for a couple of weeks, I know many people have seen my scars but I honestly try my best to hide them!

I begin to drift off again into a deep slumber (considering its 5am) and hope that not another one of those dreams will come back, one day they will be the death of me!

Neve's  POV

And here I am...asleep at 5 o clock in the morning, I would have normally been up by now getting beaten by my uncle Dave. But he actually seems asleep, I wonder why?

I wake up from talking to myself once again and realize that I'm going out with my friend jodie tomorrow, the reason why ive actually attempted to even go out the house is because her friend Liz is going to meet us at the graveyard (or cemetery,whatever?!? I'm English okay!) Because she's going to visit her mums grave, Liz and I have talked over the phone a couple of times and I have met her before when we were younger, but according to Jodie she's changed A LOT! I actually am excited to meet her. I'm bisexual you see and I am desperate to find the one! I have been since I was 14...GOD DAMNIT WHY CANT I FIND HER OR HIM?!?!?!??!! I hope she is because I need someone to help me and comfort me while everything in my life is just absolute SHIT! I feel like I need to cut again at the thought of never finding someone who loves me (my uncle obviously doesn't) and my mum and dad died in a car crash 10 years ago, so since then I've had no one who loves me...

I decide to go and get my spare blade from under my pillow (as I lost the other one) and sit at the side of my bed. 1 cut...2...3...4...5...6..I stop at six to just let it bleed for a while so I can go to sleep again.

I really need someone to help me...I can't live like this forever...but I have a feeling that meeting Liz tomorrow will somehow change my life for the better...

HEY GUYSS!! I'm really sorry that this chapter was depressing as fuck but that's basically the whole story throughout...*waits for angry parents phonecall* if you get too depressed in this chapter I do not mind you not reading it! This is only to let my feelings out!!
SO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN THE NEXT TIME I UPDATE!! *rides on a unicorn in the sunset with a'somewhere in Neverland' playing in the background* ITS A ALL TIME LOW SONG AND I CANT STOP LISTENING PLEASE HALP MEH!

now goodbye for real haha.....bye! >.