My first hello and My last goodbye

Chapter 3 - I want to be with you

Neve's POV

'LIZ YOU DEAF TWAT!' Jodie started to shout at Liz after she has called her so many times I was thinking whether or not she is deaf! All I can see is strawberry blonde hair halfway down her back, and she's wearing all black which I find really cool and sexy, it was weird how i eagerly wanted to see her face, please just turn around liz! She spins around almost instantly and looks at Jodie and I standing there laughing at her, while she throws an apologetic smile at is both, her eyes are red and puffy she was crying...

But the thing about her that made my heart skip a beat was how god damn pretty she was! I mean don't get me wrong but my chest really started hurting in a good kind of way. She was stunning, cute, and her smile was fucking amazing! I know I've only known her for a short amount of time but it feels like I've known her my whole life!

When I snap back into reality I see her staring at me,

'Erm Liz why are you staring at me like that?' I begin to laugh nervously and throw her a look which I can't describe I think it was a dirty one but I don't really know!

'Oh there was a fly on your head and i-i yeah haha'

Her voice was so deep and sexy it made shivers go down my spine, I like her! She was like my soul mate, my baby. I want to be with her but there is a slight chance she might think a different way, she told me she is bisexual but that doesn't mean she will just like me like that!

I can't just start to love someone like this after minutes of knowing them! Its just not right but I can't help myself.

'Hi Neve!'

'Hi Liz how are you?'

'I'm fine I hope your okay' she smiles and OMG it is the cutest thing I have ever seen.

'Yeah im fine I guess until jodie dragged me out of my comfy fucking bed to come here so yeah haha.' I nervously laugh in the weirdest way and heat another laugh come from her. It is like music to my ears and I can't help but smile! I want to be with her.

As the day goes by, all is really well. I put a dew stupid pictures of me,jodie and Liz on Snapchat and keep getting these messages like,
'Oh who is she?'

'Is she your girlfriend'

'I feel really sorry for her if she was.'

'You don't deserve friends like that'

'You worthless shit, go die!'
I start to have a major panic attack and run out the milkshake bar we were in and run to the local toilets.

It was only across the street so I ran in and closed the door, tightly and start to weep into my knees I'm cradling in.

'WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE TO DIE WORLD??!?!?!!!'
I scream as loud as I can, not caring if anyone hears me or not.

*knock* *knock*

'Neve....its Liz...can you open the door please?'
I hear Liz's sweet voice from the other side of the bathroom door and say,

'Liz please just leave me be, I cant handle life at the moment. Please just leave me to die...'
I hear a loud sign and a couple of whimpers coming from her,

'Neve, I don't ever want you to die! Please I want to help, I have been through the same things as you and I know what its like so please just let me help you...'

'Fine, come in Liz.'

I open the doors lock and see her walk in with a sad look on her face. I want to see her smile again, but at this moment in time that won't be possible, knowing this I begin to get more sad as she sits down next to me on the dirty toilet floor.

'Look, I know what its like to be called and bullied but it always turns out good in the end, trust me I know! When that happens they all just leave you alone to get on with there own lives and leave you to yours, but somehow the words and things they called you are still swirling around in your head like a never ending speach about bad things describing you...and its terrible. But there is always a light at the end of a tunnel and you will find that light one day. Then this pain will go away!'

Even though I don't fully know her yet, but don't give a fuck I hug her tightly at the words she has just said to me, and I begin to weep more as im at the edge of breaking point...

'Liz...?'

'Yes Neve?'

'Do you like me...in a fancy type if way? Because I know I have only liked you for 5 hours and I've only got to know you in that period of time, but I feel like you are my soulmate and we were meant to be together...do you feel the same way?'
I sit in silence as what I just said somehow shut liz up for a couple of minutes..

'Yes...yes I do like you that way Neve, and I do feel the same......will you go out with me?'
I only hear it as a mumble but that's all I need to hear,

'YES LIZ OMG YES!!' I hug her even more tightly which makes her gasp a little bit.

'Thank you Neve, you have just made my life a whole lot better!'

'Same to you Liz, same to you'
I know from now on, things will start to get more better for me, as long as I have Liz in my life. That's all I need to make it complete!

DAYUM!!! hey guys
This up to now is over all 1000 words which is the longest thing I have ever wrote! I am so proud! Along with this chapter will be another one, cause I'm nice like that and this chapter was dedicated to the actual NEVE!! luv ya bæ xz
Hope you all have a wonderful weekend!
Bye guys!,>.<