Comfort

10.Worst night

The song for this chapter is at my worst by pink seat$ ft Kehlani
You can download the song and read it to have the vibe I had while writing this

Alice's POV:
Waking up from my nap I checked the time to find out it was around 3:30 so I knew that Maddie and Jason were going to be home
I made my way downstairs and I saw Maddie in the living room watching Disney movie and I smiled and coughed in order to get her attention which I successfully got

"Ali!!!!!!!!!"she screamed and ran towards me to tackle me in a hug and she smiled brightly
"Hey sunshine how are you doing and why are you so excited"
"I'm good....I heard you weren't feeling well so I wanted to make you happy...I made a drawing for you....I wanted giving it to you when you were sleeping but ma'am said I shouldn't disturb you...so I was waiting patiently"I smiled at her being so thoughtful
"Ok that's fine where is the drawing"she held my hand and took me to the kitchen and pointed at the counter so I carried her and placed her there where she retrieved the drawing
"Ok so this is mama,papa,jay jay,you and me....I have decided to not let their death bother me again I would celebrate them instead of mourning cause that is what the would have liked "she gave me a smile and that did it all

I smiled back at her and it reached my eyes cause I was happy that she has healed her heart and so have I after what happened in the hospital while I was unconscious I saw mum and dad and the wanted me to be my old self and not so depressed which I made a promise to them that I would and am working on that

I hugged Maddie tightly "thanks a lot sunshine it means so much to me and I'm good now cause of you"she hugged me back and kissed my cheek in the process
"Awwn what did I miss" we broke the hug to see Jason at the entrance of the kitchen and we smiled at him while Maddie proceeded in telling Jason what he missed I began making pasta cause I was suddenly craving for that at the moment

When I was done I called my siblings over to have theirs and we ate with smiles on our faces and for the first time in many year I felt relieved and I knew it was because I decided to let go of the past and focus on my future

After playing with Jason and Maddie for about 3 hours and yes we played tags which was fun I couldn't stop laughing we decided to head to the shower
I made myself comfortable on my bed with my comfy cloths I took my phone out of the drawer and dialed Zander's number which he picked at the last ring
"What"he spoke so rudely which cut me off guard cause few nights ago he was all sweet with me and now he is back to the old Zander
I fake coughed "hey"
"What do you want Alice I don't have time for jokes"I didn't know if it was the fact that he was being so cold towards me or the one he just called me a joke
"So that's what you really think of me huh...I didn't want to believe what daisy said to me in the hospital but I guess I have no other choice then Zander"I was about speaking again when I heard a females voice and the female just had to be Rebecca
"I'm so sorry for interrupting your good evening...bye Zander"I was hurt so badly but I'll act like I'm not bothered and be the strong girl that I am
With that thought in mind I drifted off to sleep hoping I won't receive the nightmares today

3 days later
This couple of days have past with so many good emotions except for that of Zander
We have been avoiding each other like a plague and I have seen him every where with that bitch of a girl named Rebecca and when ever she see's me she is either smirking at me or sucking faces with Zander to get a reaction from me but that bitch can't make my break in front of her even if am breaking inside

My family has grown closer and we haven't received any bad news concerning the man after our lives which was great
I decided to go on a walk to the park around 4:00pm cause I needed fresh air to clear my mind and I did not bother taking my car cause I really needed to walk