Again and again and again

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"Night Gem, Night Ni" Louis said as he closed his door with a giggle. He had been hanging out with Gemma and Niall more after that night, he was really happy he had friends and people to trust.

He locked the door and grabbed his book from the desk. Harry had always told him to lock the door if he was alone, he always went with it as one he was in a fucking mafia house and two he didn't want Harry upset. He huffed at his thoughts as he has already upset Harry on numerous occasions.

He sat on his bed and open his book, laughing a bit at what the character, Alex, had said. 'Have you ever read any of Alexander Hamilton's letters to John Laurens?'

It was silent before the doorknob jiggled aggressively. "Louis, open this door"

Louis quick closed his book and speeded over to the door, unlocked it through his sweater paw.

"Hi doll" Harry drunkenly smiled. Louis gulped remembering what happened last time Harry was drunk. Louis nodded in a hello manner.

"What are you doing on this lovely evening?" He asked as he slowly walked in the room, Louis walking backwards. Harry started rubbing his index finger on Louis' forearm, Louis filling with anxiety, just like the night a few weeks ago.

Louis pointing to his book on the bed moving Harry's finger away from his arm. He hoped Harry wouldn't touch him again, but was wrong when Harry's hand ended up on his waist.

Louis' breath pitched as Harry lead him again the wall. His head dipped down his neck, nipping at it. Louis placed his hands on Harry's chest attempting to push the older man away. It only caused Harry to grab on more.

"S-stop" Louis muttered, it didn't work. He tried hard to push him away but it was no use.

Harry's palm harshly slapped Louis' thigh sending a shocking pain. He was moved to the bed and it happened again.

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Weeks and months pasted, again and again and again...

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Louis cried into his arms as he felt himself being ripped open.

"Help, help, help" He thought to himself.

"Stop, stop, stop" He muttered. Harry placed his palm against Louis' mouth, only causing Louis to cry harder.

Louis noticed how Harry was more and more sober as the unfortunate event happened. He had enough.

He bit down as hard as he could on Harry's hand, causing Harry let out a few cuss words and stop his hip movements.

All Louis had to do was scream.

It would get someone to help him.

He took a breath, watching Harry take his belt away from his jeans that were rest and his thighs, slapping Louis as hard as he could with it.

He could do it.

Just scream.

Just. Scream.

Louis took in another breath and let out the most blood hurling scream he could. He shocked himself.

"Louis?" Someone said as they bursted through the door. Harry let out a growl, looking into Louis' eyes angrily. He was scared.

"You are gonna regret this" Harry said, his hips got faster, worse, it hurt Louis so fucking bad.

"Louis" The voice said once more before the door opened, Louis let out a sharp cry feeling Harry's liquids pool into him.

"Harry Edward Styles, what the fuck" Gemma yelled pulling Harry out and away from Louis. Niall running to comfort the sobbing Louis.

"Leave Gemma" Harry said.

"No, you are about to explain to me what the hell you were doing, Louis" Gemma said, slapping Harry's cheek.

Gemma turned her head to see Niall helping Louis get his clothes back on and Zayn and Liam sending the others away from the room. Everyone left after the two's threats, closing the door.

"I'm taking him away to have a brother-sister talk, make sure Louis is okay. I'll be back soon" Gemma said with a fake smile to Liam and Zayn before turning to Harry and dragging him out of the room by his hair.

"Shhh, it's okay, calm down so you can talk to me" Niall said, petting his hair of a crying Louis.

"H-he's gonna kill me" Louis cried into Niall's chest, Harry told him himself if he ever told anyone, he wouldn't be alive to turn eighteen.

"We will make sure he doesn't come near you for ages, Lou" Liam said as he and Zayn sat near them, eyeing Niall.

"How long has this been happening?" Zayn asked before Liam hit his bicep.

"S-since my first week here" Louis sniffled. His blue eyes looked more gray and dull from all the crying.

"Louis, that's been five months. Why didn't you tell anyone?" Niall asked.

"He was gonna kill me. It was always drunk, until tonight" Louis said. He felt embarrassed and ashamed in himself.

"This is the first time we've heard you talk" Liam said trying to lighten the mood, it was true he never talked to Liam and Zayn before. He always relied on Niall.

"Not the time, Li" Niall said.

"Sorry, love"

"I just want to sleep" Louis whispered. Liam and Zayn nodded before leaving the room, just being Niall.

"Goodnight, Louis. I'm so sorry for Harry doing this, you don't deserve any of it" Louis nodded before carefully climbing under the comforter and laying in the darkness.

It was silent before the door creaked open, "Louis?"

"Who is it?" At this point he didn't care who he was talking too, he didn't care about much right now.

"It's just me," Gemma said. "I'm so sorry for Harry's actions, god, I didn't think we would ever do that"

Louis nodded.

"Goodnight Louis" Gemma said.

"Goodnight Gemma" He answered, falling asleep only shortly after that. That night he dreamed of his mum, he hugged her and said sorry many times. She said how much she wronged him. He missed her voice and her warm hugs.

God.

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i'm so sorry for the locks of updates, i have been lazy and unmotivated. i really hate harry (fic wise) rn, damn. anyways love you all, kay xx

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