𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕃𝕚𝕗𝕖 𝔸𝕕𝕧𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕗 𝕂𝕖𝕒𝕟𝕦 𝔽𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕫. . .

Friday, September 10th

So... My parents gave me this journal to write how I feel about everything, 'go ahead and vent'... how do I do that without people secretly looking through what I've wrote in it.
Anyways- I'm starting school after this weekend...the damn dread is so strong I could puke.

I seriously want to tear this stupid journal up and BURN it. Do my parents think I have a lot to vent about, do they think my life is stressful?
Idk what they think

List of crap I want to buy:
- fancy pens
- a new keyboard
- colored strip lights
- a boba tea plush to beat up
- Cherry gummies
- a snack tray
 
I came back an hour later to find what I wrote makes literally no sense what-so-ever. I do think a new keyboard would be quite nice though. OH! Earlier today Nathan recommended this song to me- I own him 1000. I want to experience that song all over again. Like hearing it for the first time again. I'd pay anything to have that experience again.

I cried about an ad on tv... it was one of those depressing puppy ones. I wish I had the space and money to have all the damn puppies. I bought a nice complex lock for this journal to. This small journal needs the fattest lock ever if it's going to remain secret, we all now that our parents are gonna rummage through our garbage and expose us to the family, rubbing our mistakes in our faces.

Parents would rip all the hopes and dreams out of this notebook, they will pour water on the dream, then proceed to stomp out and turn the dream into a shriveled pulp, then spit on it and walk away like they didn't just have a mental breakdown.

Nsnsdjekanshdjwhwbsndjfhshshjqnsjajskskdkdjdjsjsjsjdbdbdbdbsbdbdndndnsnsndnsnssnnssnsnsbanandulance...
Lol "banandulance"
Omg banana ambulance, I'd love to see one driving down the street. Anyways I'm draw that someday and put it in here. Bye I guess? How do I end a writing in here. Oh geez I'ma have to leave it at "so yeah"

So yeah....