Things were beginning to be a struggle. I thought I could cope, but I couldn't. To much pressure was building and I couldn't cope...
The slightest thing that went wrong was more stress and more frustration. I couldn't hold it in anymore. I felt like I was going to mentally explode...
Most nights I would breakdown into tears and couldn't stop. I wasn't right. Keeping it away from my parents was the hardest thing. Even now it's still hard. But I could never go back...
Back to the old ways...
My mind was always churning and I could never sleep, I was tired and worn. I just had to cry myself to sleep. That's the only way I could sleep.
See, you would never think a person like me goes through things like this. I'm never depressed at school. I am always pretty happy. But beneath my smile the stress and frustration had to be let out one day...
