A Promise You Should Never Break

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A/N-I warn u not to read this if u have a soft heart.Very angsty one.If you like those kinds,you can enjoy.But don't hate me after this.

Can heard all those words....

All those gossips...

All those rumors...

All those news revolving around him....

But he turned a blind on all of those.

Bcs  he wanted to trust Tin.

Bcs he wanted to believe Tin.

But some part of him hoped Tin didn't do that.

Some part of him doubted that all those people were true.

Some part of him hoped that Tin wouldn't face him directly and would just hide and lie to him like this now.

Bcs he loves Tin and he doesn't want to lose Tin.

Can's POV

I'm Can kirakon.I'm from quite a high stanard family.My dad is  a mayor and my mom  is an infamous actress who is still active in her career.They are both busy that they never really cared for me since I was young.I naturally followed my mom's steps since I started acting as a child actor.I was quite chubby and cute as a kid back then.But people mostly praised me for my acting.I grew up to be a cute man with delicate features and white smooth skin and slim physique.My life was just normal and lonely until he came into my life.After I met him,my life becomes like a rollar-coster full of ups and downs.Just being with Tin males me feel full,complete and perfect and I gave up everthing for this man.I was just 20 and he was just 18 when I first met him.He was one of the flim staffs in a drama I acted.He was just a rookie who came into the entertainment world bcs his dream was to become a famous and talented director.I remember him giving me refreshments during the fliming breaks back then.Sometimes,he just came to talk me some encouraging and praising words.And when he cried after being harshly scolded by the director,I comforted him at the corner.We developed an unspoken mutual feeling.Even after the fliming of the drama ended,we still contacted each other.He was the first one who made a move to me first.We were both crazy in love back then.After about 6 months of secretly dating,I decided to came out to public.He stopped me saying that it will affect my career.But I didn't want to hide him,hide my feelings and hide my sexuality.It was chaotic coming out to the public.A lot of my fans left me and my popularity drastically dropped.The biggest issue was my parents.They forbidded me from dating him.They did every possible ways to break me apart from him but we together survived.So,now,they didn't disown me but we have lost contact each other for so long.But I was fine after all bcs Tin was with me all the time.My acting career was ruined and so I ran my own business with the money I earned in the past.At the same time,I supported Tin with his career.He became quite well known when he came out as my boyfriend.He became an assitant director with his talent and popularity.Since I believed in his talent and his devotion in his directing work,I made him a main director by being a producer for that flim.We worked several works  together as director and producer.But I never went back to my acting career again.After 4 yrs of dating,we got married.The marrige with him  was the best thing that ever happened in my life.The wedding was beautiful and I was extremely happy that day.It was just a private one in a church with close friends .My parents also attended it.I was really grateful to them.They didn't like Tin but they were being considerate of me and he stayed get in touch aometimes after the marriage.So,now,it's been 2 yrs of our marriage.The honeymoon periods were the happiest days.Tin really took a great care of me as much as he did to me as a boyfriend.Also,he is now one of the most famous and highest-paid directors .I 'm proud of him and happy for him to be able to pursue his dream.But Tin's behaviours have changed since 2 months ago after he started working on his new movie.There are no kisses anymore.Normally,Tin would shower me with so many kisses that I can't even breath properly.There are no cuddles anymore.There are no sweet talks anymore.The bed is empty and cold.The nights are long.No more waking up in his embrace at mornings.Eating alone makes me feel sick and lack of appetite.But I endured all those bcs I didn't want to force Tin.I wanted him to talk to me first.But he would come back home at dawn and leave home early.There are absolutey no interactions between us except small talks that I ask him about his condition and work.He doesn't even smile at me anymore.His actions break my heart and the frustration is building up in my mind.However,I didn't dare to ask him bcs I'm afraid of losing him.
People would send me photos of Tin with him.Their news would appear occasionally on TV  and gossip channels.Medias would ask Tin when they interview him on events.Can tried his best to ignore them.He is feeling ill mentally and his physical condition becomes worse day by day.He become thinner and paler.

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