She looked so bright and pure
Everything she said seemed so true and sure
I was an idiot but it seemed so believable
Though, once her mask was off, the truth became unbearable
A devil disguised as an angel
With her angelic smile, she was walking me to hell
I was her puppet, controlled by her manipulative self
Trapped in her iron cage and couldn't cry for help
I was wrapped around her finger
Her own little dog, showing me the collar
Pulling me by the leash as she'd call my name
She was my lovely owner and I was her loyal slave
She was a walking nightmare, a real monster
She was a psychopath, everything about her was a disaster
And I knew that- I knew that and it was all crystal clear
But I didn't back away, and that's what i mostly feared
Despite hurting me so badly and greatly
Since day one, she was there for me
She took care of my dying body
She loved me and cared for me
Of course, it wasn't long until the sweet candy appearance melted to the drains
Her loving smile and caring eyes faded while something foreign remained
That cold and empty look staring down at me
I was intimidated by it, I was shaking uncontrollably
She was like a whole other person, a stranger
I was confused and scared, 'who is she? Is this her?'
The one I fell in love with had disappeared
She wasn't present but the stranger was still here
Then it struck me- she never existed
She was never real and I was conflicted
The person I adored so much was just a facade
It was all an act, a play, and I was terrified
She wore a mask while toying with my very being
The pain I felt in my heart that time remained and it was still stinging
Since then, a cycle was created and it became the norm
She enjoyed it as my hell had slowly formed
It was dreadful, for days, weeks, months, I was in agony
And the fact that I didn't want to escape from it just made it funny
As bad as it all was, running away would result to something worse
The witch outside the door, preparing to give the undeniable curse
The devil waiting would pull me to an even greater hell
The bruises won't heal but instead, they'd only swell
A place that I call home would lock me up like I was in jail
Trapped with the silence as the gods above looked down at my body so weak and frail
I was too weak to go back to that life
The loneliness that hunts and the darkness that terrifies
Even if it meant giving up everything to her
At least that way, i won't be alone, not now nor ever
