Blue Pearls

My first relationship

I remember when I was a kid, imagining what my first kiss would be like, my first relationship even my first make-out session. The reality of it was quite different. 

It was a harsh middle school party. We were having a party in one of the hotel rooms that were given to us . The part consisted of 20 people, the people that were there were mainly popular kids in our generation.

 The party was hosted by a beautiful blue-eyed blonde girl, her name was Star. Star had some family problems she drank alcohol in the eighth grade, which was a pretty young age to drink alcohol. As the person, she is she brought vodka to the party, even to this day I don't know how she slipped it past the teachers. Everyone had to take at least one shot of vodka, soon after everyone took their first shot, the music played. The music wasn't so loud since it was a party in the hotel room and we didn't want to attract unwanted attention.

After some time everyone got bored so we played spin the bottle. Some people didn't play, including me. I didn't want to spoil my first kiss. I sat down just to watch them play when a guy that had a crush on me spun the bottle, the bottle showed on me, its, like he paid some witch to make the bottle, chose me. 

Two seconds later everyone began shouting my name and pressuring me to kiss the guy. Me not knowing what to do, I take the vodka bottle and drink it all. Then I apologize to the guy and I leave the little living room and I come to the bedroom where a guy was sitting on a bed. 

Later I find myself fully dressed laying on the bed that the guy was sitting on not knowing what happened I ask my best friend Layla what happened. When I've found her, her eyes widened.

"OMG, how do you not remember," she asked me.

"I guess I just drank too much, you're starting to worry me what happened don't tell me I've lost my virginity," the flashback of a guy sitting on the bed came to me as I was thinking about last night. It's impossible I mean I was fully dressed.

"Well you didn't lose your virginity but you were making out with Tristian," she said.No I can't believe it no. This can't be true.

As I was picking myself up from the shock, the teachers started banging on the doors to inform us to come to the hotel's restaurant to eat breakfast.

"Shit does anyone know except you," I said panicking 

"Yes a lot of people know some even filmed you and Tristian", she said not even trying to calm me 

Everyone is going to call me a whore, and what about that guy that spun the bottle, ohh noo he is going to think I rejected him because he is ugly. As I was walking down the restaurant I could hear whispers about me.

I panicked as I saw Tristan walking towards me, shit I thought.

"Hey, um I hope things aren't awkward you know I was drunk and so were you soo," 

"Yeah I wasn't in my right mind", I interrupted him.

"So the making out meant nothing right", he began scratching his neck. I could see that he was nervous.

"Yeah, it really did mean nothing," I said trying not to make things awkward. He continued the small talk, as he was trying to make things not awkward

"Umm so it's kinda lame that they are calling you a slut now," he said nervously. I couldn't take I broke down in tears as the slut word escaped his mouth.

"Shh it's okay," he tried to calm me down but he failed."We could say we were secretly dating and that we were boyfriend and girlfriend the whole time," he said hoping it would make me feel better

"You would do that for me," I said while I whipped the tears off my face

"Of course nerdy," he chuckled he knows I hate when he calls me that. He invented that nickname in the 3rd grade, to try to tease me.

"I hate when you call me that," I chuckled and we began looking for a table to sit down. Everyones eyes widened even the teachers.

Hi sorry for making this long hope  you like the book so far, this was a filler chapter that's why it was long