Blue Pearls

Ana Karenina

I called and called Roman but nothing it was 8pm and he didn't come back from his little adventure with Trixie what if he is hurt what if he is arrested. I tried my best to calm down then all of a sudden I remembered that I need to lock the storage room.
Once I got to the storage room I saw a familiar face shooting. It was Liam, really great timing Maria
"Hi,"I say as quietly as possible
"What do you want huh," he says with an annoyed voice
"Well Roman is on a date with his new girlfriend and he told me to lock the storage room," I say
"Leave I will lock it," he said in a cold tone. I wasn't surprised to be honest but seeing this side of him really triggered some unpleasant emotions in me.Yes I did screw up our relationship, and I shouldn't be the victim here. Why do I do this, why do I distance people from myself
" I want to apologize I know you saw me and Ruth kiss but that kiss didn't mean anything to me I was mad at you and Roman and I just wanted to get revenge on both of you",I say hopefully he will forgive me
" Then why did you do it," he says while cornering me in a corner, you could hear the anger and shame in his voice."What are we even," he says while putting his forehead on mine.
" I don't know," I say while looking at his eyes."I just don't think that we both are in a good state for a relationship," I say while holding back tears.
" I am but you are not," he simply says that and walks away with a fun in his pocket.Tears begin       rolling down my face but it is true I am not ready for a relationship with him I just wanna be free I don't want to have a boyfriend currently.

Some time later
I finally arrive at my house and to my surprise Roman is there. I just start screaming
"WHERE WERE YOU, YOU SAID UNTIL 5  ITS 9 NOW," I lashed out on him
"Chill did you lock the ware house," he said  calmly
"YOU DIDN'T ANSWER ME YOU KNOW WHAT IHAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YORU LITTLE FRIENDS I AM OUT," I said as I walked out of the house.I jeard hin say Maria a couple of times but i didnt want to hear him.

I went later to my best friend's house, Stacy's house. I texted my mom and said that I will stay at Stacy's , Roman called me a couple of times but I didn't answer I am fed up with everyone. Stacy and me gossiped the whole night I told her everything that happened and she listened that's what I love about her she listens to all of your problems,we cried over boys together that night we got drunk together because her parent's weren't there, and basically gave our souls to each other.

The morning came and Stacy and me took the bus to school I borrowed one of her sweaters and trouser i am on my period and I just don't want to dress all spectacular. As soon as we got to school everyone had eyes on me and Stacy,but Stacy held my hand
"Shus don't you let those gossipers ruin your mood," she said .
I got my books for the first class me and Stacy walked to the classroom together and to my surprise both Roman and Liam were there but I just ignored them, they also ignored me, until mister I can date whoever I want came to my desk.
"Why did you do that," he said with anger in his eyes, I ignored him and started to talk with Stacy."Answer me," he said while slamming his fist in to the table.
" As far as I know I don't answer to you and why do you care ,you didn't tell me anything about yesterday," I said while looking at him dead in the eyes
"Okey have it your way just know that I don't want you anywhere near me and my friends," he said while walking away
"You don't have to worry about that I learned my lesson," I said as Stacy gave me a weird look
"Common he is your brother how can you be a stone cold bitch," she said and I laughed
" First of all he is my stepbrother and," before I could finish that sentence the teacher came in and stoped our little chatting.
"Did you all read the book that was assigned," the teacher said and we all nodded. The book that was assigned was Ana Karenina.
"So how do you understand Anas adultery, huh Liam let's see what you have to say," she said
"Well I think that Ana always wanted something new she got bored of everything, it wasn't the husbands fault as much as I feel sorry for the character I think that she deservesd everything that happened to her," he said stone cold
"So you think that her l suicide is justifiable,"she said
"Yea she did everything bravely but when the consequences came she backed away," he said while spinning his pen. Sometihimg angered me how did she deserve all that she didn't . I raised my hand and teacher called my name out
"I disagree i don't think that it was her fault her husband did treat her good but their relationship lacked excitement it what was she supposed  to do Vronsky gave her that excitement meant that she wanted so bad was she supposed to be miserable her whole life huh," I backfired at him
" She ruined everything she had an amazing life with her husband and she risked it all for excitement she could've told him what lacked in their relationship she could've saved it but now he ruined it and for what a kiss with a guy," he slapped back at me
"Why would she be with someone forcefully maybe she just didn't see her husband as the one who would give her that excitement ," I said  just as I said it the class was over  Liam just packed his things and left soon after Roman rushed to him.
"That was wild remind me to not challenge you on books," she said
"You don't understand that was Liam," I said and she gasped
"Now it all makes sense," she said