Chapter 9- "I Forgive you"

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"Umm, I'm still thinking about it, but I'm always gonna be here for you Naveah. I told you, I'm never gonna let you down. Iight, how bout this? I come back, to Minnesota."

"Yeah, of course you can. But, make sure your 100% comfortable with me. Cause --wait, don't I show?" I said confused.

"It looked like you gained some weight, but I didn't think you were pregnant"

"Right, haha. Um--" I said, cutting myself off.
I thought of Nathan and how he didn't know.

"You okay Nevie?" He said, I can hear him sitting up from his bed.

"Yeah, I'm gonna call you back. I gotta tell Nathan about this whole crap." I said angrily.

"Iight, it's all good. Bye babe" he said making my heart skip a beat.

"Bye." I said blushing while the phone is still on my ear. So I just hang up and dial Nathan's number.
Sianna secretly put his number on a piece of paper and stuck it in my jacket pocket, when she saw us 'flirting'.

"Hello? Who's this?" I hear his voice, but in the back, it sounds like he's at a party.
Since I have no time to party because I'm pregnant, with his baby, I'm definitely going to ruin his night.

"Hey, it's Naveah. Can we talk?" I said with the annoyance in my voice. He's definitely at a party.
Probably getting another girl pregnant. He's probably those boys who 'hit and run'.

"Uh, not really now, I'm kinda bu--" he said me cutting him off.

"Nathan, this is important, now go outside of the house, away from the party because we need to talk. And after this, your not gonna want to party or be with girls instead of me. Understood?" I have no patience right now.

"Fine, damn, what's wrong with you? On your period or something?" He said. Wishing he never said that.

"I would be on my period if we didn't have sex. Cause guess what? I missed it this month." Then the next thing I know, there's a long silence then a phone beep.
He hung up.
Oh my freaking gosh, why does he have to be such a dick!
I dial his number again.
He picks up, and I can tell he's driving and he's not a the party any-

"What are you trying to say Naveah? That your pregnant? With my baby?" He said interrupting my thoughts.

"Yeah, pretty much. I know this is not what you want, and DEFINITELY not what I want. But..." I stop. I'm losing my words in a flash.

"Can't you... You know." He says, sounding very dramatic.

"If your thinking about abortion or adoption, you are dreaming way to hard. Just because you don't wanna be the boy that got a girl pregnant and gonna be a baby daddy, doesn't mean I'm gonna let the baby go. Your not gonna be the with all the symptoms and craving and vomiting or carrying a baby for 9 months and have to deal with school at the same time. And on top of that, go to work to provide for the baby. So before you say something stupid, think."
I feel a load of relief coming off my chest since I said that.
"Okay, okay. Um, well. Can I come over cause I'm already on my way."
Long pause.

"I can go back to the party or go back to my--" he says, sounding nervous and also a little cute.

"Naah, it's fine. You can come over. We have a lot to talk about, and I don't want to do it over the phone. Thanks, see you in a few I guess?" I say, feeling very, very awkward.

"Yeah, um, of course."

15 minutes later, there's a knock on the door.
When I open the door, Nathan eyes are puffy and his nose is red.

"Hey, come in. Were you crying?" I asked him leading him to the living room.

"Yeah. Um, I'm excited, but I'm also worried. I don't know how this is gonna work, we aren't even together and--" I cut him off.

"Hey, it's fine. Calm down. Your here because we need to talk. I have a job, and I think you should get one too. I know it's gonna be hard, but it's just for her.. Or him.. Or even, them." Hoping it won't be twins.

"I think my family and I are moving. The party was my last week party."
He says leaving a lump in my throat that I could not swallow down.

(Hey guyssss. I know, I know. It took my forever to write this chapter. But I had to take a break for awhile. But hopefully I don't feel the same way again and start righting again. Thanks for all the support guys, love you!)



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