♡ Disgusted at the Fact I Care ♡ - Tohru Honda x Akito Sohma (fem!)

♡ So Alone ♡

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Akito has always been alone. Always left out for her higher position as God. She's always known this yet, she figures she could never do anything about it. She's never had a real friend, not even a healthy relationship with anyone. If only her father's words were true, if only everyone would love her. 

She was spending her time looking outside, as usual. Akito didn't only find peace in nature, but she found this time perfect for getting lost in her thoughts. Sometimes her thoughts were delightful, dreaming about what she wanted most, a relationship. Any relationship would do, a friend or a lover, she just wanted someone she could talk to. Yes, she had Kureno, but she knew he wasn't a real friend to her. She knew it was all pity.

Akito also had "him", well, she used to. Shigure would always take up her mind before, making her face blush. Yet he still betrayed her in her eyes. How could she possibly still love a man who slept with the one woman that ruined her life? 

"..I hate him...that...traitor.." Akito whispered to herself.

The one person she thought would care for her, love her, stabbed her in the back. It hurt her, she absolutely hated him. 

*knock knock*

"Akito-san, I've brought you your tea." Said the maid through the paper door. She entered placing the tea next to Akito. She ignored the maid, staring outside until she left. Akito took her tea and drank it while getting lost in her thoughts about her everlasting loneliness.

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Tohru was doing her homework in her room. She didn't completely understand her work, but she didn't want to bother the others. Yuki was tending to his garden and Kyo was at the dojo. 

It's only been a few days since she met up with Kureno at the park. He told her so much, it all hit her so fast. She was constantly thinking about it all. His curse being broken, the other curses possibly being able to break, and Akito being a woman.

She didn't understand why, but Tohru has been thinking about Akito the most. Why did it catch her attention?  Was it just so shocking to her that Akito was a woman or was it just something else? Tohru has always thought of Akito, ever since the day they met eyes at the Sohma house. Those eyes filled with sadness that captured her.

"Those eyes..." Tohru thought out loud.

"What eyes, Honda-san?" Yuki said, hand on the door, which was now opened. "Oh, Yuki! Sorry, I've must of spaced out." Tohru replied. "Ah, don't worry, I brought back lettuce that you can use for dinner. It's on the kitchen counter." "Okay Yuki, thank you!"

They both smiled at each other and Yuki walked off to his room. "Oh goodness look at the time, I should make dinner! I'll continue this later!" And with that Tohru ran off to the kitchen to prepare dinner. 

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