Kore is staring at the road in front of her. There are so many emotions she is feeling all at once that she doesn't know if she will scream or cry to let out all the emotions that she is feeling.
She feel stupid for putting her walls down for Hoseok and for letting her feelings get in the way again.
She always tell herself that involving her feelings will do nothing but trouble in her life since the kind of life that she chose is much easier if emotions are not getting in the way but it's like she doesn't learned her lesson and she let herself feel something again and now her brother and bestfriend's life are on the line.
She blame herself for trusting Hoseok but most of all she hates herself for having feelings for the black haired guy and eventually got her heart broken and feel betrayed.
She bite her lower lip to prevent herself from tearing up and unconsciously press the gas pedal causing her car to accelerate the speed.
When she realize the she is now speeding she feels dettached and suddenly doesn't care how dangerously she is now driving.
A flash of images of her brother smiling softly at her and hugging him in her arms protectively and how her bestfriend is always looking out for both of them, suddenly makes her realize that she doesn't want her life to end like this.
Her brother is the only family she got and she will never forgive herself if she will end up dying leaving her brother alone.
She hit the brakes and she feel a sting sensation on her chest from the impact of how hard the seatbelt is preventing her for leaning forward.
When the car came to a stop she started to hyperventilate because she's on the verge of crying but she is trying so hard not to.
She feels her emotions are overflowing and she feels like she's going to explode.
After a few breaths she decided to scream while hitting the wheel in front of her with her fists.
After a minute of doing that she feels her throat burning and her fists starts to throb.
By the time that she feels tired of doing all that she lean back on her seat panting and close her eyes for a moment.
She is conditioning herself to buried every emotion she have and get a grip because her brother and bestfriend needs her now.
She decided that her only mission right now is to find them and protect them.
She will deal with Hoseok and his gang Volk when she knows that her brother and bestfriend are safe.
She is about to start the car again when her phone rings.
She look at the caller id and it reads Namjoon's name. She pick up the phone on the passenger seat beside her.
"Hello?" She answered.
"Kore where are you?" Namjoon asked and concern in his voice is evident.
"Why? Did something happen?" She asked trying to stabilize her voice as if she is not about to breakdown earlier.
Namjoon sighed heavily before answering her. "Boss Yongguk find out about your brother and Kook and they are now locating them."
Kore's eyes bulged out and her heart starts to beat faster. "H-how..." Kore started.
"Since Volk attacked them from their hideout other gangs including ours are haunting them as well. I suppose other gangs just wanted to get revenge on you that's why they are doing this but for boss Yongguk I'm guessing he is doing this because he wants to kill Jungkook." Namjoon explained.
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Boy Meets Evil
FanfictionGetting close to someone to kill them later on is one thing, willingly to get killed for the person you were supposed to kill is another. A Jung Hoseok Fanfiction © October 2020 CMaeryok18