𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥 (𝐙𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲)

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Chapter- 4 (You are my HOME)

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"What is stronger than a human heart?
Which shatters over and over and still lives"

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*Zayn's pov

When I left him.. I quickly went to the nearest restaurant. I'm so sure he never eats properly,

"Heyy ...I bought food love" he quickly shoot up from the bed

"Zee I thought you won't come back" is he always this lonely? Then a thought clicked me... my dad just left us today for 3 months only... and I still have my family and my friends beside me. But Harry... he's been sitting here all alone for god knows how long.

"Co'mon let's eat yeah ? The food will get cold baby" he kept on staring at the food.

"Okay what do I have to eat... there are so many food here" he looks so adorable pouting at the food infront of us

"Umm.. let's start with chicken fried rice and meat balls first yeah? I also bought ice cream, pastries and chocolates for you"

"Okayyy.... I've never had these food before... they only give porridge and plain bread here everyday" I felt so bad for him... he have spent his life locked up in this room, never had a childhood, never saw a garden, never played, never had good food.
Where are his parents? Did they never cared for him? Why did they abandon him?.... he was still busy eating his food..

"Ummm ......Zee this is sooooo good from where do we get this food? " his was still concentrating on his food. I was so happy to see him enjoying the food.

"From a nearby restaurant baby.... did you like it"

"Yes its sooo good.. thank you" he blushed away with the thank you word.
But I really wanna know his past... how did he end up in this hospital ?

"Harry can I ask you something love ?" I hope I won't push him to much.

"Okayyy..... you can" he looked at me with those big innocent emerald eyes.

"How long have you been here ?" he have stopped eating... now I regret asking that. He kept on staring at the floor. His eyes were shining... with tears. He's so good at hiding his tears.

"I-I don't know how to c-count... but my mummy and papa l-left me here when I was 8 years.... they said t-they don't love me..... and I was a m-mad person" he was full on sobbing now. Shit, I shouldn't have asked him anything related to his past. But how could someone say that about their own son.

"No you're not mad baby... its just their loss that they didn't see that you are so much worth it" I don't think he understood what I said... so he just continue eating.

"Harry after you are done with your food... I'll have to leave okay. I'll come back tomorrow" I knew this will not be a good ending for today's day...but I have to return back home its already 7 in the evening now.... and my mum's gonna be so mad at me for skipping uni.

"Huh?? B-but you said y-you'll stay.... is it because now you know I'm mad... please stay... I'm t-trying not to be a mad p-person........ y-you can inject me..... you can take again the food... its Okyy I-i no hungry anymore... please don't leave Zee" its hard to let go he was clutching on my shirt so hard, crying in my chest ... he's sobbing so hard.. his breaths became uneven.

So I took him in my arms and placed him in my lap. His head was in my shoulder now... I can feel my shirt is now damp with his tears.

"Harry... baby but I'll have to go... my mom will be so angry with me if I don't reach home... I promise I will be back tomorrow an-

"Noooo t-they will inject me n-needles again... and and force me to take those bitter medicines again... " I can't look the way his eyes looked so tired and week.

"Thats because you should love... you should take your medicines and your food properly... " that's when I saw so much of pain in his eyes... its like he trusted the wrong person. But I want to assure him that I will come back.

"Okay... you come back tomorrow??... you no leave me right??" he whimpered.... his loneliness is eating him inside.

"Yes..... I will- ....And... ohh ....Harry what about your medicines... see I'm still holding this vitamin in my hand... you need to take it love"

"Okay I will but please... inject it in my right hand my left hand hurts soo much because they have kept on injecting on my left" I felt my heartbreak after hearing that... Did they not see he was in so much pain?

"Okay love I'll do it in your right hand.. I'll be gentle okay... relax... don't worry.... lift your sweater a bit for me love" and he did.... but I was so shocked to see his hand.. it was scattered with needle marks faint bruises and cuts. It looks so painful. Why does he have so much bruises and cuts ? Does they hit him here.

" Harry did someone hit you? Why do you have so many bruises... ?" He was now starting at his own hand.

"No.. but they always hold me so tight... and force me to take my medicines so... it forms a bruise." I'm still scared to inject him.. what if I hurt him.

"Does it hurts if I touch you there" I was gently touching those bruises. He whimpered and I stopped. How am I supposed to inject him then?

"Harry then how am I gonna inject you?" What he does next was soo surprising.

He jumped in me and hugged for his dear life.... sobbing hard again in my chest.

"N-no one ask m-me that before... m-my arm h-hurts sooo bad but no o-one ask about it.... I-i- also u-used to......... c-c-cut m-myself " he whispered the last part. I was so stund... unable to move.. I never once Harry will do such a thing he's soo innocent and pure "I-I o-once saw it on tv that a g-girl cut her h-hands and everyone s-says that s-she is n-now happy and in peace.... I wanted to b-be happy too"

"Harry.... I-I.." Im speeches. He hung his head so low.

"You should sleep now baby... you've tired yourself well... I promise I'm gonna come again tomorrow.. yeah.... and no need for this injection for today ...... but only today... and don't tell anyone about this okayy ?... hmm?? Baby? I'm leaving now... go get inside your bed. I'll see you tomorrow.. goodnight love.."

I couldn't help but kissed his forehead. He was so surprised by this..but I pretend that nothing happened. I'll have to go through his files tomorrow.

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Just gonna bless ya'll with Daddy's pic 🥵🥵

Heyy so another update.. please guys do comment.. I really want your feedbacks 😩😩

So Harry does self harm...and he believes that by doing it he will get some happiness. *just like the girl.. he saw on TV she got eternal happiness and peace* 😣

Lovee ya all 🤍❤

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