𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥 (𝐙𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲)

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Chapter- 5 (I'm Lossing myself)

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"And here you are living...
Despite it all"

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Zayn's pov

I know by now my mum already know I skipped uni... the driver have already informed her.

"Mum.. I'm home" I pray she won't get too mad at me.

"Yes... mister and where were you the whole day ? When I called the driver at around 1pm he told that you're still in the hospital." She looked at me suspicions.

"Yeah mum.. I was there the whole day.... umm..and I was.. umm.... I was b-busy." She was still glaringly at me.. I know my mum doesn't like me to skip classes but I.... didn't want to leave Harry.

"Okay whatever... dinner is ready... and go call the girls from their room"

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*After dinner*

I'm in my room now and I'm so tired. I wanted to sleep but what I've witnessed today is something soo weird. I wonder what is Harry doing right now. Is he asleep....

It's 2:30 in the morning right now.. and I'm still not able to sleep. I just wanna know what his past life was like.

I picked my phone and decided to call Ben... I need someone to hear this, I wanted someone to understand the way I'm feeling about Harry. And I only trust them right now.

"Hello.. Ben-
"What the fuckkkk man its literally 2 or maybe 3 in morning" his voice hoarse and rough.

"I know.... but I need to get this thing out of my chest.. you know I'm soo confused- " there was a long silence on the other line... maybe he drift back to sleep.

"Ben ? You're listening?"

"Yes... yeah man whats wrong... you sound upset? You can let out man... I'm listening" he sounds concerned right now.

"Okay so listen.. you know I did not attend classes today right? That i was in the hospital to whole day?"

"Hmm I know about that... so whats the problem with that.... see man I don't have any notes if thats what you're about" he's sounds so dumb talking something like that.

"No... its not that.. I actually met this patient. Umm ....and he's behind his age you know... and in a lot of pain.. a-and he's been locked up since at the age of 8 in this room coz everyone says that he is mentally sick......umm ....and... he seems so week and fragile.. it hurts to see someone in that condition you know.... he was shivering a lot when a worker there was forcing him to inject his hand..... s-so I went to him and give him some food and all... but when I tried to leave the room he keep on crying and sobbing on my shoulder... begging me not to leave and all... his parents left him..coz he was behind his age ... and yeah I-i.... ughhh I don't know..... how to explain this....... but I felt that I should protect him ....umm.. you know...if you understand what I'm trying to say"

Silence.

"Are you in love or something with him" what the fuck is he saying.

"What the hell Ben.. after everything I've explained yo-

"Yeah after everything I've heard... seems like you like him alot... like thattt, like" yes I do like him alot... but that doesn't mean that I love him....in that way.