𝘪 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 ; 𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘬𝘦𝘪

よん; 4

hey bubs,

come back soon please, i need your hugs that give me a comforting warmth.

i need your smile that shines so brightly it makes me happy even during a crappy day.

i need your starry eyes that captivates me and makes me lost in them for hours.

i'm trying to get used to you not being here but it's hard. i was thinking of buying your (favourite flower) to give to you when you get back.

i've been going to checkups daily, they said that since you're dead you can't reciprocate my feelings??

strange right, what nonsense the doctor is spouting. you're obviously not dead.

i'm only going because everyone is concerned for my health and i don't wanna make them worried or anything.

i know it's my second time writing you a letter this week, i don't mean to come off as clingy. it's just been awhile since i've seen you.

akiteru bought (your favourite drink) today which reminded me of how you were always so happy when i bought it for you.

i remember that time you spilt it on yourself and i lent you my jacket.

you looked so cute in it, maybe cause my jacket was too big haha.

honestly, just come back to me.

don't tell me you've found another guy, i'll beat him up :(

remember that time you got me that big teddy bear and i called it childish and you were pouting so cutely.

i take it back, it isn't childish. i love it, not as much as i love you tho.

your parents said that they're inviting me and my family to some event? i think its in two weeks.

they said i would get to see you one last time, are you perhaps moving?

you can't break up with me, we gotta do ldr okay? if not i'll come hunt you down. just wanna say that i'm not joking.

anyways, i just want you to know that there is not a single moment in any day that i do not find myself missing you.

cuddle you soon,
kei