we didn't do much yesterday, after refusing logan's disgusting breakfast we all stayed in bed or just chilled around the house.besides the fact that everyone wants to take days off to chill i love being here.
anyway so im currently in bed, scrolling through my phone hopping that everyone will change ideas and we will go out or do something creative.
but i have to admit that at 2am i don't think anyone wants to go out, except me.
both millie and lily were sleeping since 1am, i stayed up watching 'call me by your name' to get in the mood and i just finished it so i'm on my phone lol.
"hey!"
i heard someone whispering so i looked to my right and saw a tall figure standing in the door.
i leaned in my nightstand and turned the lights on.
"louis?"
"come'on." he said and left the room.
i placed my phone on the bed and silently walked out of the room.
"what are you doing louis! it's 2am!" i yell-whisper.
"i'm taking you somewhere."
i followed him behind downstairs and we left the house, in pyjamas.
"here take this bike." he said handing me one.
i could barely see him, it was dark but warm, love it.
i followed him behind in my bike for about ten minutes, then we arrived at an empty long alley.
"is this where your taking me?"
"shhh."
i rolled my eyes and kept following him.
*
about two minutes on the ride, he hopped off and left his bike next to a tree, i did the same as him.
he came behind me and covered my eyes. i made a slight jump but let him keep his hands on my eyes.
"do you trust me?" he asked and stopped walking.
"well no but do i have a choice?" i asked and chuckled.
"good answer." he said and placed me in his back, telling me to kept my eyes closed.
he started to run, every second that went by he began to slow down.
"here we are, you can open your eyes."
i jumped off his back and opened my eyes, i was currently standing in front of elio's spot.
it was still dark, the ground was all covered in grass but it felt soft, just like clouds.
louis hugged me and squeezed me, i hugged him back.
he let me down and all i could say was "wow." i let out a soft breath still loving the view and watched louis lay down on the grass, with his hands behind his head.
i layed next to him and there was a moment of silent.
"i love this." he said.
"love what?" i asked looking up at him.
"us."
"is there even an 'us' " i jokingly asked.
"maybe." he said and laughed a bit with me.
we both then started to talk about memories, our memories.
"oh my lord, remember that time we all played hide and seek, in my house with issie and millie, and you got lost?" he said giggling.
"for my defense it was dark." i replied.
"you know thay i told my mom about you?" he said.
"did you?" i replied and laughed.
"yeah, all the things i would give to feel that for the first time." he said seriously.
"feel what?" i asked playing his stolen rings in my fingers.
"what i felt for the first time i saw you."
my cheeks turned red and i could feel it, i just let a moment of silent by. i never thought we would be talking about this one day.
"remember that night? you were drunk?" he said cutting my thoughts.
"you mean 'we' " i said and chuckled.
"no, not 'we'. i was sober y/n."
thoughts travelled my mind.
did he meant it what he said that night?
what if i was sober too?
did i meant it-
"i think i love you."
i didn't dare to look at him but i could feel his eyes on me.
you know those moments you have absolutely NO time to think? or your too scared to say something that will mess uo everything? i'm in this exact position right now.
"do you?" i asked still not knowing what to say.
"yes, i do."
"i like the way you make me feel, even when you not around. i fall asleep replaying our moments in my head. all that you are is all i'll ever need, and at the end it will always be you."
trapped, i was trapped. i wanted to say something but i couldn't, everything froze, even my mouth. words just couldn't come off.
"is it okay if i feel that?" he gently asked.
"i love you too."
i think he froze too, because from that moment no one dared to say something, we could only hear the wind gently brushing our warm bodies.
"can i be your boyfriend?"
everything became quick, like if i only had seconds to answer and if i didn't i would mess all this up.
"yeah, you can." this was the only thing that could come out of my mouth, don't get me wrong i WANT to but i don't know how to express myself, i think none of us do.
"you know i'd lay down and watch the stars with you everyday if you asked?" i said.
"i would too."
AUTHOR'S NOTE— im so inactive i hate it:(
this is sooooo short im so sorry </3
anyway have a good day/night i LOVE you all !!!!!!!!<3
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