No One To Trust

Whats really going on?

Myla's P.O.V

I woke up head was kind of hurting from them drinks yesterday. I rolled over and seen that the bed was empty . Amir didn't come home. And I know he wasn't with Chico cause he was with Aaliyah. I was irritated.

I looked at my phone and seen I had a missed call from my mama. I immediately called her back .

"Hello?" She answered.

"Hey mama you called me?" I asked.

"Yes ... I can't do this Myla... I'm about to go crazy . I don't want to be in here." She  said into the phone .

"Mama please just try. For me?? For once in your life do something for your daughter. It will get better I promise." I said into the phone.

"Ima try  ... for you I guess. You right I have been more than a lazy worthless mama to you ... ima do better." She said .

Tears started to form in my eyes.

"Mama you not worthless. I just want you to get better so that we can have a real relationship. I miss you and I forgive you for everything." I told her.

She was crying her self.

"I love you Myla. Thank you. I'll talk to you later." She said.

"Okay. I love you too. Bye ."

We got off the phone and I wiped my face.

I got out the bed and went into the bathroom to freshen up and Chanel followed. She always made my day. I washed my face and brushed my teeth and went into the kitchen to find something to eat.

I put Chanel some food and water in her bowls and made me some oatmeal bacon and eggs .. with some orange juice and sat down to eat.

As soon as I started eating the door unlocked and Amir came walking in . I didn't even look up at him . Chanel ran over to him sniffing him.

"You make me some?" He asked me.

"No. I didn't think you was coming home." I told him.

"Why would you think that?" He asked me.

"Because you didn't come home lastnight." I told him.

"I had to handle some business baby . That's it." He said .

"Okay Amir." I said. I knew he was lying to me but I wasn't trying to even make him mad .

He went into the bedroom and hopped in the shower. I finished eating and watched Chanel as she ate her little food .

I finished eating and cleaned up the kitchen. I slipped some sweats on and put Chanel on a leash so we can go get a little fresh air.

We made it to the little doggie park and I let her pee and sniff around . She was a little scared of the other dogs. I wouldn't blame her . She was the smallest one .

We sat out there for about 20 mins before she got bored and we walked back to the house. That sun was beaming down on us cooking us lol.

We walked back into the apartment and I let Chanel off the leash. She then ran into our bedroom to get in her doggy bed. She was tired .

I walked into the bed room and Amir was in the bed going through his phone. I went into the bathroom to get undressed and to hop in the shower. It lasted a long minute. And I felt so good once I got out .

I dried off then wrapped the towel around me . As soon as I did Amir walked into the bathroom. I was trying to move out of the way cause I thought he had to use the bathroom or something.