Behind the scenes (georgenotfound kidnapped, angst, dnf)

Part 24 - Sapnap

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I'm not proud of my writing here btw but you all don't seem to ever care

TW
Major character death
Not eating
Voices in the head
Negative thoughts
Blood
Death
Threats
Fighting
Beating someone up
Sadness
Pain
Idk

George pov

The eyes. It's the eyes that haunt me. He was my friend and I killed him. I could have knocked him out, I could have let him die naturally and respawn, the list of things I could have done is endless but of course I killed him.

Quackity took me back to Tommy's house and left me with Ghostbur and the traumatised trio. If I'm being honest out of everyone I have been kidnapped by they are my favourites.

Tubbo walked in the room with what looked like a cheese sandwich. "Heyo." The small child said with a smile, "Tommy made this so I don't know if it's going to be very good."

You don't deserve to eat

I shook my head at the boy and said nothing.
"I mean it's not that bad I had one it was fine."
They were right I didn't deserve to eat. I killed someone. I killed one of my best friends. I killed Karl.

-Timeskip-

Tubbo, Ranboo and Tommy walked in room and Tommy said, "If you don't eat in the next hour Quackity says he will make you when he gets back from... you know, trying to kill Dream."
I glared at them and asked, "Why do you hate Dream?"
"Is that a serious question George?" Ranboo replied, "He is literally the villain of this smp and he's traumatised all of us."
I sighed and said "I know you three are young so you might not know this yet but the world isn't black and white, there's no such thing as villains and heroes. People just either have control over themselves or they don't and Dream doesn't. He is mentally ill but of course no one wants to help him. You remember when Dream was your friend Tommy and Tubbo? You really think he just woke up one day and decided to be evil? He has voices that he cant control and I know he could fight them but just because Techno can fight against the voices doesn't mean everyone can."

Are you talking about us or Dream's voices?

"Both. Wait what do you mean us?"

He really doesn't know
Idiot
It will just get worse gogy

"Wha- just shut up I don't care."
"Uh who are you talking to?" Tommy asked.
"That's not important, did you guys listen to anything I just said?"
"We listened it's just a lot to process." Tubbo muttered looking at Ranboo sadly, "And you are right. I know what you've done Ranboo and if I can let you get away with it because it doesn't effect me then why must I go after Dream for what he does?"
"What do you mean? What did I do?" Ranboo asked clearly confused.
"You set of the tnt that led to Tommy being trapped in the prison with Dream. You blew up the community house."
"Ranboo blew up the community house?!" Tommy shouted.
"Yes. And I blame it all on the memory loss but if Dream has his own... faults then surely I should blame his actions on that."

"Well if we are all suddenly defending Dream then I should say I know he was manipulating me or something but if I'm honest he was the only thing that kept me from killing myself in exile." Tommy whispered.
I smiled at the trio and said, "So lets go save him."

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Dream pov

George
Where the heck is your boyfriend??
Get George
Blood
Gogyy
George
Get George back
Kill someone I'm bored
Upvote
George
Go kill Tommy
Just die
George
Kiss your man
Gogy
Get gogy

I stumbled through the forest looking for any sign of life but the only sound was the voices in my head and my feet against the leafy ground. People were probably trying to kill me. I mean Sam was for sure.

Just kill Sam
Kill Sam
Blood
Blood
George
Blood
Gogy
Kill him
Kill
Death
Blood
Blood
Kill

"Hello Dream."
I practically had a heart attack as the voices were cut off by a familiar Mexican.
"Quackity?"
"Oh Dream you have no idea how long I've been waiting for this." He said with a laugh that scared even me.
"Waiting for what? What's going on?"

What?
Kill him
Kill
Blood
Death
Blood
Kill
Find Gogy
Kill
Stab
Chop him up
Kill

My axe made it's way towards Quackity's face before I even realised what was going on. He dodged it and smiled before pulling out an axe of his own and pouncing on me. I punched him in the face before feeling someone grab my neck and put me into a choakhold.

Third person pov

Fundy tightened his grip on Dream's neck as Quackity told Ponk and Purpled to come out from hiding. "You are the reason my father is dead." Fundy whispered into the green man's ear (Dream isn't actually green in this story but you all know what I mean).

"For everything you have done Dream. For all the pain you have caused. We will make this a day full of pain and agony and then we will kill you." The Mexican threatened.
"If you are going to make this a day of pain and agony you might want to let go of my neck before I suffocate and die right now." Dream whispered barely able to breath.

Fundy threw him onto the floor and kicked him in the stomach. Soon everyone had joined in with beating the man up. Purpled then pulled a sword out and started hitting him on the back.

Dream pov

Run
Fight back
Ouch
Wtf
Fight back
Who cares
Kill them all
If only George was here
Run
Deserved
Fight back you idiot
Run
Fight
I mean you deserve it
Kill them
Just let them kill you no one will care

The last voice was right. Who really would care if I died? I mean sure some people would be sad for like a day but they would then just get over it. Maybe I really did deserve this.
"Stop!" Shouted a voice I instantly recognised. The people kicking me were pulled away and I slowly looked up to see Sapnap looking at me worriedly.
"Are you okay?" He asked. I tried to reply but all that came out was a whimper which made the voices very angry.

Why would you do that?
Weak
Idiot you just sounded weak
Idiot
Weak
Useless
Just die
Why do we even bother
Weak
I can't with you anymore

"Sapnap what the hell are you doing here?" Quackity asked.
"I'm saving my friend, that's what I'm doing."
"Your friend?"
"Yes. My friend. And if any of you come close to him I will put this axe through your face."
Purpled laughed and then said, "It's practically 4 vs 1. Let's just kill them both. Sapnap can be on two canon lives and Dream can be fully gone."
Sapnap pulled down his sleeve to reveal only one mark, he was on his last life. "You gonna kill me completely as well then? For protecting my friend."
"If we have too." Fundy replied as he started to move in our direction.

"Run Dream." Sapnap whispered. I got to my feet and shook my head, I couldn't just leave him. "Dream either you stay and we both die or you run."
He was right. I knew I would regret this but I did as he said and ran.

Third person pov

Sapnap pushed the three men back a few times before using his axe. He was actually managing to fend them off, maybe everyone could get out of this alive. That's when Ponk threw a potion of harming. Sapnap's whole body froze for a second before everything started bleeding and he fell to the floor. Ponk, Fundy and Purpled immediately ran in the direction Dream went but Quackity crouched down next to the dying man.
"Sap I'm so sorry. I love you and I hope you and Karl can find peace together." The Mexican whispered before kissing Sapnap on the forehead and watching as he took his last breath.