My stalker

Chapter 18 - Coming Out

Author note: a nice long chapter for you guys <3 TYSM FOR 1K READS BTW AHH

It was the next day, Billie had left, I was trying to figure myself out, I had decided that I was bisexual, for some reason I had the urge to tell my mom that I had met a girl and that I was bi, I wasn't sure how they would react but she's a pretty decent person, she raised me well I guess, I hesitated as I held my phone in my hand, your probably wondering what happend to my dad, he died when I was about 14 but truth is I didn't really care cause he was a horrible man..he always was rude to me and put me down..I about to press the call button. I took a deep breath and pressed the green button, the phone rang a couple times before it went to voicemail, I adjusted myself on my bed a little and called again, it rang a couple times until I heard a voice, "hello?" My mother said, I took a deep breath "hey mom" I said softly, "hey sweetie what's up!" She said, I hesitated, maybe this was a thing that would be better to say in person "could we possibly meet for dinner? I have to tell you something and I want you to meet someone as well" I said, my heart racing, there was a pause, "of course we can" she said, "okay ma..How about at 6, at the local diner?" I asked, "sure" she said, I exhaled a little "who are you bringing?" She asked "you'll see" I said, I heard her shuffling, "alright see you tonight Hun" she said, "bye mom" I responded, I heard a beep, and then it went silent, I went to my text messages.

Billie <3

Me: hey

Billie: hey mamas

Me: would you mind meeting my mom tonight? I'm coming out, I also want her to meet you :)

Billie: not at all <3

Me: great I'll pick you up at 4:30

Billie: okay :)

Me: I'm a bit nervous..

Billie: it's okay to be nervous, don't worry though, I'll be there for you

Me: okay I love you.. <3

Billie: love you too mamas

I know your probably thinking that I'm taking things a little too fast..I mean Billie and I only just started to date..But I had to get this all off my chest and let my mom know who I really am, and Billie is fine with it..I've kinda gotten over the whole stalker thing..I mean Billie is my everything right now..and I know that's saying alot seeing as we just started to date but I've never really felt love like this before..so obviously I've forgiven her, and I love her so much..I'm lucky that she's okay with all this and that she's understanding..but anyways I probably should get ready, it's already 3:40. I got fully undressed and went to my bathroom, I hopped in the shower, I turned the water on and let the hot water go over my skin, it felt really good, my muscles eased a little, I put some shampoo on my hand and started massaging it through my hair, I let the water run through it and rinse it out, I washed up and everything else and turned the water off, I stepped out and wrapped a towel around my body, tucking the end into the towel so it would stay on me. I then wrapped a towel around my head and walked out, a cold breeze blowing on me as I open the door, I walk back into my room, unwrapping the towel letting it fall to the floor, I tugged my hair towel off and let that fall as well, I stepped away and went over to my closet, I picked out a really nice outfit, I got some nice looking baggy jeans, and a sleek black shirt that showed my shoulders, I walked over to my mirror looking at myself one last time before grabbing my phone and keys and going downstairs, I went out to my car, it was 4:20 so I went to pick up Billie, I didn't actually know where she lived cause she never told me so I had to ask her, she gave me an address and I started driving towards there. I finally arrived, she was standing outside looking stunning, her blonde hair blowing in the wind, her perfect face looking at me. I pulled into the driveway and she walked over to the passenger side, opening it and sliding in the seat, shutting the door behind her, "hello my love, you look beautiful" she said, leaning over and giving me a quick kiss. "So do you" I said smiling. I looked back forward and started pulling out of the driveway and down the street, "are you sure your ready to do this?" She asked, placing her hand on my thigh. I gave her a quick glance before returning my eyes to the road "i think this is as ready as I'll be" I responded, giving a weak smile. I continued to drive towards the diner, me and Billie just talked about our relationship and other stuff. We finally arrived, I pulled into the parking lot and parked in a spot, I saw my mom's car which meant she was already here..My heart was pounding, I looked at Billie one last time, she gave me a look that was saying "it'll be okay" I nodded and we both started walking towards the door, she held the door for me as I walked in, she returned to my side, I saw my mother sitting at the table smiling at us, I took a deep breath and walked over to the table, "hi mom" I said, giving her a quick hug, before grabbing a seat beside Billie. "Hey Y/n" she said smiling she looked at Billie "and who's this young lady?" She asked "oh um this is Billie" I said, looking at her, Billie gave a smile, "hi" she said, shaking my mom's hand. The waiter came by and gave us glasses of water before handing us our menus, I thanked her and she walked away "so what did you wanna talk about" my mom said, staring at me while taking a sip of water. "Well.." I said, glancing at Billie then back at my mom. "I wanted to tell you something that I've recently found out..and cause you deserve to know" I said, taking a breath, she nodded slowly, "alright" she said smiling "go ahead" she said, I looked at Billie, she nodded at me and I looked back, "so I've recently decided that I was bisexual..which means I like girls and guys.." I said, looking down, I continued "and also I'm saying this because..well why I brought Billie is.." I trailed off, trying to find my words, I looked up again, taking Billie's hand in mine "she's my girlfriend" I finished, I stared at my mom. She looked a little shocked, "she's your..Girlfriend? And you like girls and guys..?" She asked slowly, I nodded, looking at Billie, she mouthed the words "your doing great" I looked back to see my mom standing up "your telling me I raised a girl who likes the same gender!" She said rasing her voice at me, I was shocked "I will not have a daughter that's gay! Your a dissapointment! And if your father were still here he would think the same!" She yelled, storming out of the restaurant, I was frozen, I couldn't even bare to look at Billie to see what her reaction was, I heard her trying to call out my name, but I couldn't move, I felt her arms wrap around me and she picked me up and carried me out to the car, we got in the backseat and she just held me in her arms, telling me it would be okay.."I thought she would accept me" I finally said, I looked at Billie, her face full of pity. "It's okay baby.." she said, stroking my hair, a tear rolled down my cheek.."now my own mom hates me.." I whispered, she placed a hand at the back of my head and pushed it into her chest, I cried into her..I wish I never tried to come out.."atleast I have you.." I said, my voice muffled, I felt her pause for a minute, before stroking my hair again "I'll always be here for you..Always" she said. That made me feel a little better, I wrapped my arms around her back and closed my eyes..drifting off to sleep.