It was you all along.

i was the villian but you were a monster.

Venessa POV:
The grass tickle my feet as I run
That fresh air hitting my face
tears keep rushing down my face
I never wanted to end this way but I guess life isn't like the movies.
There is no happy ending, it was all a lie in the end.
But I don't blame you, I blame myself, for letting you in my heart and trusting myself that it was only going to last for a while....
The attention you gave me, made me more selfish
I wanted more of your love and didn't realize how much I've been hurting you.
This is a goodbye but also a lesson
I learn that good thing never last.
And maybe someday you'll find someone that gives you the love I never gave you, the attention i didn't give, and lastly I hope you find someone that truly protects you and won't hurt you like I did.
But we can't ignore the fact that you also made me bleed and gave me the shovel to dig my own grave.
You made the day rain even tho it was a clear sky.
You showed me new beginnings and love I never thought I would find, but also showed me that love can hurt and it can make you stab your own heart for the sake of "happiness".
I must learn to let go of the past and move on to new paths and beginnings.
And if we meet again maybe this time will be different, maybe this time we will do things that we wish we did.
Until next time..my little flower that never bloom.